ARAM needs more seriousness
I know, it's just a game and I shouldn't worry about my ARAM ELO... but I do. I want a way to control my defeats so I don't have a champ I never played, am forced to play it, and risk getting banned as a feeder cuz I'm bad with the champ. Every time I do less than perfect I'm scared the team or enemy is waiting to get me banned... and yet my ELO is not where I want it to be.
What can I do? I feel like I might be slipping into insanity... but I'm not sure any more. A draft mode gameplay OPTION for HA could help control things, you'd be surprised how poke will fall off at higher ELO, but I'm not sure it'll sate my needs to never have losses or to thank enemies for beating me.