Nah, I suck at this game, I'm a god awful silver who should probably be in bronze. I just don't think every mid needs to be a spammy QWER champion. The flow of her kit felt genuinely different and matched her lore. An inexperience mage who hadn't mastered her powers yet. Now she feels like any other mage.
I'm genuinely kind of depressed.
I'm not the kind of guy who minds losing, I just want to have fun, and a clumsy feeling mage who had the potiental to wreck in teamfights was so endearing and fun to play. Making her easier to play... just goes against her concept. Something that I absolutely adored with all my heart.
I even tried to play her support for the longest while, despite the endless scorn I got from my team mates.
I was never great with her, but I didn't need to be. Playing her just made the game much more enjoyable for me, now, not so much. I feel like I feel like I'm playing a husk. Like riot has betrayed her concept. Is it so wrong to enjoy a challenge even if you know you aren't good at it?
I didn't like her because she was inaccessible, I liked her because of the way she was.