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you are making yourself sounding like a saint, "Learning emotions was the worst thing I have ever done, made me stupider, made me listen to stupid people", what are you? a machine? You think you are better than the rest of the kids your age, whereas in reality you are simply a "loner", you think everyone is too stupid for you, but you fail to realize in your own conceitedness you completely alienated yourself from people your age. And that sadness/jealously of not having people to talk to in turn further fuels your conceitedness.
learn to open up to people, not everyone is an Einstein, especially not you. quit looking at the flaws of the people around you, instead, look at what makes them interesting, what makes them having more people to interact with than you.
My IQ falls 10 short of Einstein's, but I have a far more complex mind. I am psychopathic, I have many very rare mental capabilities. Before I start on those, I'd like to say yes, I did have to learn emotions through years of therapy. Very... painful now that I have to live with this inferior emotions. With sympathy and the like, I actually have to TRY to do it. I take like 3 minutes to think of how to sympathize with someone after something. Going back on rare mental capabilities: I have a condition, in simple terms, called 'Excessive Dreaming'. I can constantly see every future possibility and every possibility within each one and find the chance of each. This requires and EXTENSIVE inductive reasoning skill. Another capability I have is to physically change something I see with my mind (By that I mean when I see something I can alter it to however I need to see it, it doesn't actually physically change). Many more but I'm not going to go into my life story.
You say I'm a loner, I'm not. I am amongst my mind and thoughts that cant be understood by people with 100 IQ. When I try to converse with others they don't see what I see when I speak. When you think deeply about the concept of talking to other people, there is really NO point. Do they actually care what you did this weekend? Why would they care? It doesn't effect them. I certainly dont give two sh*ts about what they did on their weekend. The only point I see in conversing is to exchange information, otherwise it is a complete and utter waste of time. I love information... nobody has any. They are far too stupid to have any information that I don't know or have use for. When I see an intelligent person, hear an intelligent conversation, it makes me full of energy and happiness. Nothing else in the world makes me happier. In-depth, logical, intelligent conversing with people who know what they are talking about and don't incite for no tangible reason.
It's nearly the only thing that has kept me from killing myself knowing that there are still a handful of intelligent people. When I realized that I would have to deal with the stupidity I see around me, I wanted to die. I did not want to live in a world where people are just plain f*cking stupid. I've since learned to cope with the fact and interact with my thoughts. My condition of 'Excessive Dreaming' lets me interact with people in a way I want. I can create any scenario at any time, while doing extensive math, and speaking to someone at the same time. I see myself doing very very negative things, I see myself being the one to save everyone (but still get no recognition).
You say I'm not better than everyone my age? I am. I honestly, in truth, am better. Though, I think I've typed enough for one ignorant f*ck for one day and I'm not prepared to give my life's story to one. So have a wonderful day working your minimum wage job and doing your school work.
