Can Lacking Confidence make u bronze?
I beat platinum and silver players mid lane with mechanics (customs and norms with higher elo friends), but i am disrespected because people think being bronze means I'm stupid. I just did it too early when i had no map awareness. But now I'm discouraged from trying.
Today i literally had to dodge ranked because some asshole banned lux when the lux player just said he was lux m7, and i think they just meant that "hey i got this guys" yet another player bans them for being "rude" - this kind of stuff, isn't ok. It's like people forget that in ranked, the win is important esp if you are climbing and not in provisionals.
This kind of stuff upsets me, I'm just wondering if there is a mindset I need to really not hold back, I spend way too much time watching and then practicing pro plays, learning the map, having higher elo friends beat the shit out of me or help me, so I really need to know any tips. Otherwise I stick to hitman, where I'm ranked platinum, because I don't get the feedback I get on here in games.
Any thoughts? Any mindsets that help you? Or do i just need more ranked games? I think my account has too many bad memories but I wanted to climb out of bronze before touching my other account (its just lvl 18 for now)