My low ELO smurf experience

Hello guys, 3 months ago i started lvl my smurf to lvl 30, now i finally got it, and i play the 10 ranking games (on my main im plat II). And before everygame i looked up what elo im playing, and it was silver and gold, i playing all of my games off meta, like Twitch top, AP Sion and AP Yasuo so the enemy has a chance to win, and its really balanced, some games i win, some i lose, but the funny thing is, that if we lose its always my fault, so does my team say. One game i played mid AP Yasuo vs Gragas and won the lane with 3/1, and i got ganked by the enemy Shyvana like 3 times, and died only once. Meanwhile on top our Vlad got destroyed by Gankplank and then it started: REPORT YASUO LOST GAME. Our bot: Yasuo ap xDDDDDDDDD REPORT NOOB Btw our bot got owned too just like top in the laning phase, i asked what rule did i break, and the answer i got is trolling -.- Only our jungle was fine, well, he wasnt saying anything This is the problem with low elo, they lose their lanes and always blame others. After tha game, i had 3/7, our top 2/10 and our bot together something like 4/16 i looked the dmg and i got the second most after our Vlad. So what do we learn? Never FLAME OTHERS BECAUSE YOU LOST YOUR LANE ALONE.