I feel like Amumu feels stronger when I'm also sad, depressed, angry, and lonely.

I don't know if it is Amumu's new passive or whatever, but whenever I feel blue I just roll jungle and pick my boy Amumu. I mean, if I'm going to be miserable I might has well pick a champion that feels the same feels that I feel, you feel me? I just pop in my old MCR, Fall Out Boy, and Panic! At the Disco albums, put my mascara on, and wear all black and I'm ready to go. My tight jeans from middle school don't fit anymore, but hey man they still kinda go halfway up my legs and that's enough. Lately I'm noticing my Amumu games have gotten a lot better and I'm landing most of my bandage tosses. Plus those big boy five man Amumu ults always bring a smile on my face, despite all the tears pouring out of my eyes.

All I do is channel my sadness into Amumu and he becomes such a monster in my hands. I'd like to believe that if Runeterra were real, me and Amumu would've been buddies. We'd both understand and our loneliness and sadness could complete each other's.

I've been having a lot of fun, despite all the terrible things that have happened to me in the last few weeks. Maybe it's just like when your blue buff gets stolen but you end up turning things around in the end. Sometimes I really do think it's all going to be alright and that maybe it's not so bad. Maybe there's light at the end of the tunnel or whatever, man.