I just feel defeated
Reached diamond promos 3x all in one day, all needing 1 more win. 2 losses-2 wins twice in each promos, I lost both. I feel like I don't deserve the rank, like just consuming my energy on the game makes me feel like shit. I know it's just a videogame but after consuming so much time, literally almost a whole day on rank, I suddenly feel depressed. Doesn't help that I'm a support main, it is hard to carry as one. I also doubt my mid lane a lot so I get very nervous after hitting the rift.
Don't know what to expect from here, just had to mention it. I feel fucked up. Really wish I could get a duo.