Just played 2 games and taking a break for the night, first one I was lux 17-6 and everyone else was 12-15 deaths and our Iron 3 MF jungle went 0-16 before cleaning up a few kills post fights.
Second game, played tryn top, got about 115CS more than anyone else on my team, split push hard, took bot inhib, team fed like crazy and I couldn't do anything about it.
I've been on a massive loss streak where I'll win 3-4 games in a row then get smashed down 5-10 games in a row by what feels like smurfs or else because a lane feeds like they're the CEO of unicef, infighting, complaining, early GGing after first blood, giving up, throwing, griefing, etc. I'm bronze 3 trash but I try my hardest to CS and not feed, but by 10 minutes mid and jungle roam, tower dive, snag me, after snowballing off of other teammates. Doesn't matter if I tele gank when I'm top, or roam when I'm mid. I can't count the amount of times I've roamed bot as mid only to have my team run back to tower and let me get spitroasted by adc and sup despite having over half health.
I'm starting to hate playing this fucking game.