How we went to "i lose,mb i did some mistakes" to "i lose, look at my mates 0/10 !"

Hello, i don't want to be this "guy" who criticize his mates and never question himself but this season is where i'm starting to breakdown.

First, i'm Honor 4 and i'm planning to get Honor 5. I always support my mates, i never flame, sometimes i can give some advices on items to buy, i hardly surrender. Ofc i'm not perfect but i'm not toxic and i'm not flaming. Sometimes i can be "annoyed" but i will never blame my mate in the chat. I never write these things in the chat.

But this season is horrible when it's come to "stomps" games. What is a "stomp" ? It's a game where you lose at 5 min because you see a "0 vs 15" kills in the screen. You check your mates KDA and you see "0/7" on bot lane and "0/5" in mid lane.

The enemies are so feed that you can't carry, even if you are doing good. But you can't change the game, it's too late.

That what we call a "stomp". It's not funny and it's clearly annoying to play a game like this because it's feel like you have no power on things.

I wouldn't mind if this didn't happend 1/3 even 1/2 games.

Back in previous seasons, when i lose, i always used to tell myself i could have done better on some points. Because my team wasn't hard feeding, the KDA were correct and only a few littles things decided the fate of the game. It's wasn't lose at 5 min, i wasn't angry or annoyed because these games were funnier and i had the fun i wanted to have.

But now, i'm like "Serious bot is 0/5, i don't play to play this game anymore". I write this topic because i have played a game some minutes ago. I was playing vs top and i was doing "correct". Not well but i wasn't feeding. I was 2/0. A pure normal kda.

At 12 min, i looked at my bot lane , they were 0/9. Ashe had 4 deaths and Senna 5. In the end of the game, they ended like this :

: 0/9/3 : 0/12/2

Yeah yeah, 2 assist on Senna at 20 min because the game finished fast. Can you imagine that? I was wondering why i was trying to play correctly. It's useless. Do you agree ? It's useless... There no point in playing "correctly" or trying to play correctly when you see this.

Ok it's a normal game and i'm tryharding. Actually i'm not tryharding but i'm trying to play correctly because i don't want to make my entire team lose because of me. And you have this bot lane. Casually 0/9 at 12 min of game. I'm like "what happened on bot lane ?" I don't understand. Clearly i don't understand how they can be 0/9.

You want to know what is better ? Our mid, with 2/10/2 KDA vs mid. He builded a (first item).

I knew i should have banned him, you guys probably want to say " it's my fault, why you let your mate play Yasuo ?" you know Yasuos always feed...

Yeah yeah, i'm stupid. My heart is too pure. I tought that he would not be like the others Yasuos, that he would play corretly. My innocent and pure heart didn't ban Yasuo and i let my adorable mate plays his beloved champ. Now i'm crying because it's was a terrible mistake.

And to finish, i had this great jungle but i will not criticize her because she was kind. I was supposed to be jungle (autofill) and she decided to swap with me. I honored her even with her 4/9/2 KDA but i knew it's wasn't her fault. What do you want to do as jungler with this bot and mid ? Especially when you play an early cham that needs to be feed to be useful.

What can i say ? Nothing... I don't understand, i have no words to describe this.

I mean it's not like i want to win every games. I know somes games are lose, others are wins. But i don't understand why when we lose, it's always stomps. I don't understand why i see a big gap beetween our teams.

How do we came from "balanced games with loses on a small details" to "permastomp games" ?

The famous quote "you are good, you win" is not true anymore. It's more "you are lucky, you win". How i'am supposed to play or do something when all lanes are hard feeding ? My enemies are feed and oneshooting me. There no possibilities to help or carry your team when you can't even approach without being oneshooted.

I never criticized my mates as much as this season. Ofc i don't criticize in the chat but behind my computer, i'm talking and i'm shocked. I don't understand how we can have these huge gaps beetween teams. Maybe Matchmaking is broken...

I started to play ARAM and you know what ? I used to hate ARAM because random champs. Now i'm like i loving it and it's don't bother me that much to not choose my champ because there swaps and rerolls. And snowballs help me to be useful even if i have a melee champ.

I have made a 31/15 game with in Aram. I never tought it's could be funnier than SR.

Less stomps, more fun... Even tought it's not a champ i choosed but the games are funny.

Before i would play 3c3 when i was bored of SR. Ofc i'm bored of SR especially when you get stomped every games. That why i want fresh air.

I don't like TFT but at some points, i'm thinking it's funnier to play this than SR. I feel like everything is funnier than SR.

Tell me i'm not the only one who feels this.