What have I done to my Camille... [ATTACK MOVE DILEMA]

I'll admit. **I used to use Shift + RMB of Attack Move **, AKA Orb Walking for my Top Bruiser mains and Marksmen Mains. Before you ask - Yes, I struggled using SHIFT + RMB on champions like Kai'Sa and Vayne(gosh not to mention missing W Q with Ezreal all the time), I was garbage at adc with that option, but it fealt so natural on my Bruiser mains such as Mordekaiser, Aatrox, Kayle(pre lvl 11, then i'd be garbage on her too), and last but not least... my Camille. Few days ago I decided to finally learn how to Attack Move with A button, and I did, I started playing Vayne better as well as Attack move sideways in lane way faster(actually, even being able to do that, I couldn't do that with Shift + RMB sadly).

Every time I'd get to play top with my mains mentioned above(primarily Mordekaiser), I'd swap back to Shift + RMB, despite the controls feeling...weird. During THOSE games with reverted controls, my ring finger would literally beg me to press A button with it, so in the end I got used to using A Attack Move option on Mordekaiser, Aatrox, Kayle(thank gosh I can finally be useful on lvl 11 now!), but it left me with consequences, and really big ones. Well... I'd rather say just one, and a big one too.

I can't play Camille anymore, because I attack move with A button now I am not as fast with my Q casts as I was before, and I used to barely win 1v1's in lane on 10 HP against overbuffed shitloads of champions(thanks for buffing all of Fiora's spells during season 8 and 9, Riot, btw), so you can imagine how I'd lose tense duels every time now. More or so, I can't AA Q reset properly now either. In the past when I used Shift + RMB it was easy for me to Shift right click a target, AA Q1, then fall back slightly then shift right click that target again for AA Q2.

With A button, I usually end up fully falling back without returning to attack move with AA and Q2 reset. This, is what pissed me of so much, SO MUCH that I truly fealt useless, I can't even crush people in teamfights or skrimishes as clean as I used to before or dodge abilities because I keep feeling the need of just frontload attacking them with AA and Q's, which lead me to so many stupid deaths to the point that I fealt like I am not even worthy of calling myself a Camille main anymore, just an adc player playing a melee champion.

I really, REALLY need help with this, and if you have ANY tip I can use, please, say it, I am NOT planning on abandoning my number 1 main just for attack move changes, and I would NEVER stop playing her for such reasons, whether they're minor or major. Thanks for reading.

Also, did anyone went through same issues as I did?