I refuse to believe it's my fault I'm losing at this point
I been diamond for every season since s3, now im in gold 5 with 27 lost and 10 wins. Every single game people are dying constantly I'm always very nice and give a positive attitude or just don't type at all if they are the type of player to get pissed off if I try to help. I always try my hardest, but it seems like I'm playing vs people who are better than my team mates and its completely unbalanced or something. I don't know what is causing this huge imbalance but for the first part of the losing streak I kept taking 1-2 day breaks to cool myself down. I would still comeback to these teams that don't know how to win and play like complete bronze players, and I'm not saying all of them because I have had some players on my team who know what to do and play properly, and sometimes I win those games. But I don't understand what's going on because I know I'm not playing perfectly EVERY game but I'm doing my job in 90% of my games
and you expect to carry against an ELO population that has had that champion as a top lane gatekeeper matchup in order to reach that level for years?