Thing is, this has happened so many times to me, that yes I have retaliated in fury and anger. These guys are holding me back from my Quest to becoming a professional video gamer, and they are doing it intentionally. Why? I don't know. They realize that they'll never amount to anything in life, so they do what they feel is appropriate, which is putting up obstacles for people they don't even know, to prevent them from achieving their goals.
So I've been chat restricted, and I still am, and I don't think that it will ever be removed. When it ends, a recurring restriction will take it's place. It's a loop I can't break, because I only have 3 to 5 messages at a time, and one of the most common things that I have to say is "What are you guys doing. Open up your eyes." People can't accept the simplest of criticism, and it either actually irritates them to the point where they feel like they are being harassed, or they are as I mentioned above, intentionally playing beneath their ability just to be able to report others.
And i'm the toxic one? You know what, I really don't care. Yes I know I have some issues, and they will be next to impossible to work on until I can start working on what I need to be working on, which is my individual skill. But I can't work on that, because I have to dumb down my own ability just to be playing on these idiots' level. And their toxicity derives toxicity. Yes I will bitch you out, but I will also be carrying your ass, because I actually have a playbook filled with game changing plays you've never learned before, because you've only been playing in the moba gaming entertainment world for 1 or 2 years. I've been in it for 9 years, i've developed plays, and lots of them.
I mean shit I have a Top Laner, who's blaming the entire game loss on me, because I didn't gank his lane, and he's getting the shit kicked out of him. Open up your eyes buddy, so it everybody else. I have 3 lanes I have to defend, a jungle I don't want getting counter jungled, and a Dragon I can't afford my opponents capturing. You think I should be willing to assist as your beck and call? I have the most responsibilities in the game. Play defensively until I can gank your lane, is this involves hugging your tower, and farming what CS you can, so be it. That's what LCS players do, watch a video. Or go roam, abandon your lane, and let the enemy destroy your tower. Try and team fight and see if we can get you some kills that way.
But no, arrogance is a virtue. I will play aggressively in the lane i'm being thrashed in, and continue to feed, and when I finally decide to group up, I will tower dive and die, because I don't have the correct items to survive. And I will blame the jungler because they didn't gank my lane when I asked them to.
When people think of a person who is verbally abusive, or has a chat restriction or has been punished, or suspended for 'toxic behavior', they think of;
"Learn to fucking play the game, you idiot."
When actually, the only statement required is something such as;
"What are you guys doing?". - ""Defending Base.""
Roll Eyes, "Against what, lane minions?"
""Can you group up with us?""
Drops jaw wide open, "You really need a hand against regular lane minions?"
You want to hear something I never say, but actually mean when I say "What are you clowns doing?"
It means, I need your sick plays alongside me in order to win this game. I mean if my "toxicity" drops a players ability to perform to the point where they're just wandering around like a mindless idiot, they were never going to make it anywhere in the moba gaming world to begin with, so leave now.
"But I play for fun." -
""Refusing to play to the best of your ability is fun for you?"" Go join a cult, and drink the eternity tea, please.