Hit lv 30, totally not ready for ranked. Help? (I also suck at farming)
So I've probably been playing this game for almost a year now, but I took a long hiatus from it. I recently got back into this game again, and climbed my way up to lv 30. However, I am getting completely demolished in my placement matches (6/10) so far, having won only 2 of these matches. To be fair, I am fighting against 1-2 gold players and 1-2 silver players each match.
I normally play with my friends (who are all silver/gold/platinum). I am convinced that playing with better players has indeed made me a better player. Some people are saying I should just figure out a champ to main, and then put a few hundred matches into him in normals until I've mastered him.
I'm concerned that playing normals will only bring down my skill level, and I'm better off getting demolished in ranked play because at least I'm gradually getting better at the game, despite how painful the process it is. I could of course be completely wrong about this.
I've decided to main jayce, however his glass-cannon status makes him extremely frustrating to play. When I show the slightest sign of weakness in my ranked matches I will immediately get 2-3 champions running up to top lane to gank me, which is hard to fight off for ANY player, regardless of skill. I know when getting ganked you are supposed to hug the tower but this doesn't tend to help me much against 3 champions all trying to nuke me.
In addition, people get extremely pissed off at me and tell me "to never play jayce again" or "to play an easier champion." The problem with "easier" champions like darius, is although they are EASIER to play and are far more tanky than Jayce, they lack jayce's ability to deal damage and get kills.
I feel like whenever playing easy champions, I end up NOT feeding, but not really helping my team either, which is quite a paradox.
I truly enjoy playing Jayce despite his weak defenses.
Right now my plan for Jayce is to continue maining him in ranked games. Thoughts?
Lastly, I struggle to get farm. I KNOW how to farm. I know about when to push out your lane and when not to push your lane. I know how to last hit. However, I consistently find myself lacking behind every other player in CS, and I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong, tbh.