I said for this new season I would make it a goal to work on my attitude.
But more and more games I play where I'm just pushed to my limit I just don't crack and revert to how I used to rage at my teammates. I don't want to be that person again, it affected my health and everyone I play with.
But this last game I just played where I'm reminded on how people give up way to easily and all 4 of them afk plus putting blame on me makes me just want to lash back because I know that's what they want. Reporting them won't work because god knows the other team probably doesn't report them also just for these 4 to get away with it.
So what am I left with in this game?? Do I say forget this goal and become one with the rage or just stop completely playing.. I've put to much time in this game where it's become my favorite game and the people I've made friends with on here.