What can you do when you ruined your MMR at the start of the season:
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if it's lower than you think it should be, then climbing up shouldn't be that hard right?
Stomp competition until you get back to an mmr appropriate to your skills?
If you can't (over a large number of games) trend upwards, then reconsider whether the mmr your think you deserve is realistic.
start winning