13 Lp for win, 24 for lose. I blame myself.

How is it going gens,

I barely pulled gold 4 last season getting 16 Lp win 18 lose (S1). Took me 1k games or something.

This season I got placed in bronze 1. Made it to silver 4 immediately and froze there sitting at 0 lp.

I was getting 25 for a win, 15 for a loss.

I have lost 27 out of 30 games 23 being lost I a row. After that I got kicked out of silver into Bronze 1.

Now I get 13 lp for a win and 24 for a loss.

I didn't plan to climb anywhere this season, way too much struggle. I played for fun trying different strategies.

I figured that me playing bad or good contributes very little to the outcome. If we make it to late game then yes, I feel my own presence.

If we get stomped early, my top lane means nothing for the game. 20 min gg is way too fast for me.

I don't think it will be possible to climb receiving this little Lp now. Only way is too win 10 games lose 2 games, Lp won't go up but mmr would.

Slowly but surely.

Anyway, it was really nice to not be upset about losing, after 10+ lost games in a row.

Regarding coin flip aspect —

As a top laner I can approve that it exist if you don't make it to late game. Like bot is 0/15, mid is 0/6 and the worst part is that enemy team gathers up and pushes with herald. 15-20 min gg. These types of games are very common and you can't do much about it.

Sometimes I personally feed as a job, especially if I decide to play a support. Shit happens.

My problem with the game isn't that there are clowns in my team, but that these clowns give up very easily. Worst of them even surrender leaving no chance for me to carry the game. Especially when I play Master Yi and I know I can carry anything.

Bottom line — die as many times as you want in your lane, have poor skills and mechanics, but please, never give up or flame or rage-quit.

I've had games (very rare) where even though we lost, I still left happy and satisfied because my team was friendly and kind to each other and we cracked jokes here and there. Isn't that the whole point of the game? To get joy
I am of course talking about majority of the player base who sit in lower elo. May be high Elo individuals do it as a sport or job.

Good luck gens, I hope you get to your desired division this season.