Truly, I can't find a way to have fun playing..
I literally can't, I used to play the game for fun but now, i play it to waste time, it's boring, unfair, it feels so unsatisfying to play. Now i play ranked like 8 times than before, and when I play, it's just so i feel i finally did something at the end of the day, a single win or +1 LP, it's not balanced, playing adc having shitton of pressure by the fact that the meta heavily depends on me, so I go to normals, and i find absolutely no fun, yasuo here and yasuo there, and i wonder why isn't Normal games mode renamed to yasuo mode, trolls, toxic people everywhere, and playing anything other than AD champs feels shit, I swear to god it feels shit, it feels shit to get autoattacked to death with 900 crit by yasuo, trynda sticking into your ass, or any adc when all you can do is wait for your spells to back.. I can't have fun, I just don't, the only thing that keeps me playing is the feeling of hope that I'll do something in the next game... why is this, just why