Please answer. im just down from this.

I reached platinum 3. I never came this far and I don't expect diamond in a rush. I am a decent, not a god nor a feeder mid/support. Just read.. maybe no one will answer this, I won't be surprised. Anyways..to the point, I've reached 154 wins from s1 to plat 3. Last season I reached plat 5. I recently discovered that I can't fight Fizz. I was able to lane against him with my main and now I suddenly can't. I don't know if it's because of his rework, I never faced a fizz since his rework. First time I laned against him, (I know how he works) but he still outdamaged and killed me. Okay, I swear I was playing passive. And he starts to talk real bm in all chat that "they have a bad Ahri" which of course, my main. "Oups, all chat" "Nice flash" and his own jungler attacks me "Stay in plat dumbass". Yeah, I'm not asking for sympathy here cause it doesn't matter if I'm balling my eyes out even for being a sensitive player at times. I ended up 5/6/7. Okay. Not bad but not worth 3 attackers along with my adc agreeing in all chat with the enemy's bm. Now, I come to face the same match-up today. Except no bm from the enemy but 2 of my own teammates. My jungler, not knowing how to jg and gank goes 1/9 when Fizz went ham and failed to kill me twice. I needed help to take advantage of course. My top laner, Wukong promised he'd carry during champ select and dies top lane in a 2v1 I suppose? You spoke good shit about your match history right? What's wrong? Anyway, he just goes on attacking me instead of my jungler "Ahri bought her account". By no means have I did because I have struggled really, really hard to climb. Yeah, you can look me up and see that I also main support. "Get carried". No I've played mid.

I don't know what to feel, what to do. I feel hopeless and I'm trying too hard, I avoid taking breaks, I even played with a good duo. People like my mid lane and now I suddenly have a fear of facing Fizz cause of the abuse and laning phase. I never has such trouble after the past two games. I even used a heavy mr rune page. Like what... I rushed abyssal scepter.. now what. still one shots me. i cant believe it.

tldr: literally tearing. i cant climb, i know im good but people pick on me to make me think im shit.