I feel like these games are out of my control whether I win or lose.
it can't be a coincidence that 3 games in a row whether I won or lost was not in my control. Allow me to elaborate:
Game 1: I'm literally gonna start dodging these games. Kha'zix v Rammus. Rather lose 3 lp than 20 because he picked Rammus. Literally ask anybody: Take a bronze IV rammus versus a plat IV Kha'zix, chances are if the Rammus player knows that Rammus counters Kha, he will win. 9 times out of 10. I bought sweepers early on. Literally every time I ganked, Rammus was there for the countergank. he just destroys me without any sort of counterplay. I went to gank top, he went top. I ganked mid, he goes mid. I gank bot, he's bot. I ward the river to try to take scuttle, he's right f**** there. I'm gonna dodge when I see Rammus since I already have to ban Udyr's annoying ass. Once that's locked in, if that Rammus has any sort of brain, I won't win the game.
Game 2: Eve v Shaco. Shaco didn't really give me any problems and I did pretty good. I camp mid succesfully and gank bot a bit too. Got one dragon, but Shaco solo'd two of them early on. Top lane inted. And I don't use that word lightly like a lot of people like to do. She literally was typing before the minions spawned "nocturne top is gonna f*** me up and get super fed and win unless you gank me." Proceeds to die as first blood before minions spawn to nocturne. Then she proceeds to feed him to the point where he solo carries.
Outside of my control of whether I won or lost. Riven insta-tilted and inted.
By the way, these were the first two ranked games in over a month since I kept losing and was practicing in norms a bit. I felt confident that I was back to normal, and then I get demoted to Gold II a goddamn week before the season ends.
Game 3 just now: Eve vs Elise.
I played this game perfectly. Camped bot and got a bunch of kills for Pyke and Kaisa. 5/1 with every dragon, got first turret top and proceeded to get one bot too. Veigar was 3/0, Bot was doing good with Kaisa at 0/1 and Pyke at 3/0. Elise got fed off of top and bot overextending mid game. Elise was the only fed person on their team. And we were so f****** ahead. ONE bad fight turned into baron, and Yasuo got 100% crit, and carried the rest of the game. That game I did everything I could and, successfully so.
What the actual f*** do I have to do to win a damn ranked game? I focus on macro play and execute on plays correctly, but we lose nonetheless. I don't get it. I want to get to platinum by the end of the season, but it doesn't look like anything happening is because of my misplays. I don't know how people expect to climb when you are only 10% of the game. (9 other players.)
Please somebody help me out here or at least tell me I'm not crazy.