Why SoloQ is very discouraging.
This morning I hop in and play some ranked, first game I win. Great. Second game, every lane feeds, and I lose all my LP. OK it happens. Third game, our top laner goes 4-17, pretty much intentionally feeds all game because he is angry. So now, I've been doing great all morning and lost 2 out of 3 anyways. I tell myself this is just inlucky and go on to the next game. Champions select, everyone flames, the guy after me trollpicks the role I just picked and starts insulting everyone, then someone dodges.
I don't know about you, but when this happens it just makes my day horrible and I just think I shouldn't even bother with ranked. It's so frustrating and a lot of times it makes you day bad because you know that you are doing well, but you also see that it doesn't really matter because when this happens you simply get free losses and too bad for you.
It just makes you feel useless and helpless. It just takes a dump on your effort. And I wonder if I should even try at all.
I know this sounds like a QQ thread and it kinda is, but I have some depression and when this happes it just makes me feel terrible... It amplifies the "I'm never gonna be able to do anything no matter how hard I try" feeling...
The more you know.