Any tips on actually enjoying ranked?
tl;dr I'm a huge scrub and I need to git gud
I have played quite a bit of league over the past few years since before it even came out. I remember when the game was just a start up, the installer barely working and me going back and playing HoN, LoL was just "another" free moba. When it came out it was pretty fresh and relaxing, everything slower than HoN and Dota 1, and really fun.
Fast forward, 2015. Every single game I play that I don't win because of other players, I want to uninstall and never play again. I can play a ranked match in any lane, do my part, but have something horrible happen 90% of the time. If you don't believe me, I'll start recording my replays and you can see. 7 out of 10 games so far that I've played have been absolute trash. What's funny is my last game we played 5v4 for half the match, and still lost! The throws are so big, I don't even know what to do. I've gotten coaching from a diamond friend and it's actually helped out my self playing skill a lot with a bunch of tips and tricks he showed me, but it's still not enough. I got placed Bronze this season being graced with over half my games being full of people who quit after they die once, people who intentionally throw....
I know I sound like every other player who is in a league they can't get out of - just blaming other players and not looking at my own mistakes. The problem is that when I'm playing and shit goes down, I don't see the mistakes I make. When someone runs in and dies 1v5, I don't know how I've made a mistake during my play and how I could carry a 4v5 w/o an essential player all by myself.
At the end of the day league doesn't really matter, but I like playing games that i can enjoy, and I want to get back into this MOBA.