Playing with friends may not be the best idea ....
Mistakes were made , things were said and i regret playing that night . For me , a guy who hates to loose , playing SERIOUSLY with people that i know is a big mistake , better off playing casual or trolling a bit in games than putting my mind fully in to it. I think for people like me if you want to progress and actually get better , do it alone . Words cut deeper said from a buddy and kind of de-motivate you in a way.