In need of a mentor

I am really in need of a mentor. I'll be honest, I'm losing patience in solo que, when I am honestly trying to better myself as a player. I practice in normal matches, I perform well with ranked teams, and I have been pushing myself to learn each position effectively and focus objectives. I'll be the first to admit, I'm not the best player by any means, so I am stuck in the disease of bronze solo que, because I am unable to carry an entire team every game.

I would love to get someone that has experience overcoming these obstacles and was able to successfully climb the solo que ladder. Again, I am REALLY trying to become a better player, even reviewing recorded matches to see where to improve, but that can only do so much when you get into a series for the 4th time in a week, and every one of your teammates is doing all sorts of things wrong, too focused on yelling at one another, or just feel like they don't really know how to play ranked games, causing a snowball for the opposing team.

Again, I'm not the best player, and I'm not gonna sit here saying, "Oh, I don't belong in bronze, it's just my shitty teammates.", cause honestly, some games I stink. But I'm at least TRYING my hardest to keep rolling with the punches, keep practicing, and keep trying to better my play style.

I love this game, but it brings me more stress than pleasure this season. I don't want to quit playing a game that I enjoy because of the sourness within ranked if I can get help to overcome. I am really trying to become a good player, and I feel like sometimes I am running up an escalator that's moving faster than my legs can.

Thanks for listening everyone. Hope to hear from you guys!