Need to join club possibly, I can't solo q any more

Solo Q.. just wow.

My games either go like this.

My team win all lanes, hypercarry with a 4 kill ratio over enemy. Enemy team does this to us^ Or in most my games I try to make play's that give my team positive kda. but in less than 6 minutes played I am only one going positive, so 4 enemies hunt me down and I am made to be completely useless.

I've been kickin around since season 1. Yup, still can only make it to silver 5. Seriously, you fucking play solo q. What kills me most about it. is I cannot hold my attitude together. It is so frustrating and tiring to me. TO have been playing this game for literally 5 years or more. Sunk at least $3000 into this game. I have seen enough matches go down that I can see a play, and my brain just melts. "how the hell did you think what you did was a good idea, when I Know better and you ignored my pings.". Somebody elses decision, set all of us back. And it does not matter that I am even skilled enough to have the awareness not to make the play. Simply that my pings go ignored, we suffer, my lp goes down, and I have to go win another match just to get back to where i was. It is entirely unbalanced.

Going in as a solo player. It doesn't matter. It never matters. Nothing I do will EVER be enough. Because I am still only 1 out of 5 players. I can be that tank that has to throw my life into the frontline, and die so we can get a triple kill. But now that I'm dead I have to rely on my 4 allies to do the proper thing. be it position, go for obj, get vision/counter vision then heal and wait for tank to respawn. Yeah that last one is a joke really. Since when have you EVER seen a carry run toward a tank? I mean.. lmfao. that's just.. wow. Yes logically it makes sense for somebody squishy to go near an ally dedicated toward keeping them alive. But no, this is solo Q. That doesn't happen. I main tank, and I gotta say. Never see allies run toward me, never see alies wait for me to actually run toward them and protect them. I go clear 13 camps straight, go to shop. And now that I am running down my jungle toward river coming from base with full hp, my allies all go run toward mid lane away from me die and can't stop talking about how useless the tank is. And I lose lp for this match. Too many games I know specifically playing as caitlyn. Strong as hell long range adc. I can kinda keep myself alive, but i need peel. I get a kill, am oom, 3 enemy on death time i go back to shop. I type "i'm going back" i retreat ping on my team, i location ping on the base. I heal, I buy new items, I start running down mid lane so we can group and push. I smash my face against the keyboard as I watch all 4 of my allies die. Because whatever dumbass decisions they have in their head. Somehow is better than that of a 5 year veteran.

It's not wrong of me to expect some respect for how long I've been here. I will have seen more play's first hand than the average player. Just because I have played probably at least 6000 matches. A mechanic that has been fixing cars for 15 000 hours, has mastered his craft. You don't question his answers. When I tell my support "don't go agro" and he goes agro and we get killed alot. He should have listened to me. Even if he's learned his lesson, it does not correct giving the enemy gold. GIVING. Highlight emphasize never forget the word "giving".

I've made LOL very simple for myself. You don't die, you give the enemy gold. You don't want that do you? You don't want the enemy to have gold and experience do you? Of course not. And you wouldn't want to assist them in growing by giving them gold? No. Well a death is exactly that. You give the enemy gold and experience, and you give them more time on the map than yourself. If you don't want to do that. Don't die. Everyone play's league like "OMFG I GOTTA GO GET KILLS RAWR KILL KILL!!!". No. All you gotta do is not die, so that you can help your minions push turrets out of the way, so that your minions can kill their nexus. Meanwhile when you are not dying. You gotta try to make sure your turrets don't fall down. Otherwise, enemy minions will kill your nexus. Oh and all those little minions out there. You don't have to blast them down as fast as possible, you just need to get killing blow on them. So in short. Kill minions don't die. Kill minions don't die. Kill minions don't die. Kill minions don't die. Do that, and you will get S rank all day long.

UNLESS!!! you are surrounded by 3-4 players that are not as experienced or well equipped, or sometimes as lucky as the other 5 variables in the game. That is where ranked fails me. As a single player in a 10 man environment I am %10 of the influence in the game. Even ally awareness toward me I would have to pay attention to. And any awareness I give out must still be headed.

Silver 5 -2 is approx %56-60 win rate. winning 2 of 3 matches would be a consistant climb with %66 win rate. Except with the variable of how much LP is gained lossed. You cannot say that winning 2 out of 3 would be a climb.

When riot considers did you win 2 in a row lose 1 then win 3. +elo Did you lose 1 win 1 lose 2 win 1 lose 1 win 1 lose 1. neutral elo

There are just TOO MANY FUCKING VARIABLES. And all of them point to keeping the single player down. It truly is a system of oppression. Solo q's are not designed to climb, you are designed to stay stuck in the mud. While playing with B1 players who are frustrated that they have bounced between B1-2 for 4 months, and hit silver promos 4 times but cant get out. Playing with desperate silver 5 players who are trying too hard to keep their rank. Then compare this to the comfortable players in silver 3-1 who say "well, I'm not hitting gold, but at least I'm not hitting low silver, I can camp here and be happy". Even the environment i play in is filled with the most stressed players. B1 S5 When %80 of LOL players are in silver or below. Which means a random pool of skill levels. (remaining %20 being gold+ which are expected to be more skilled than most.) Ranging from new to ranked, to plat smurfs who think they are skilled because of their high rank account they never play. And the fact they are playing akali in bronze.

More evidence to me. That solo Q is just keeping me down. Do I think gold or plat are more skilled than silver? I honestly doubt that they are. To me it just seems that because they are not playing with lower skilled players. It is just what you would expect individual champions to do and be equipped with. More player's playing the game properly. Instead of losses occurring from opportunity created by playing improperly. Gold and plat are not more skilled than myself, they are just playing with less unskilled player's. That's how I see it. And even if that is "factually wrong" that would be the mantra one would use to attain a better rank. You don't be the best if you don't tell yourself you are the best. And I'm not trying to be the "best". I just want my rank to better reflect what I know to be my skill level. And I want to be up in those higher ranks with more challenging fun games. Ones that feel balanced. Not like anchored.

in %80 the ranked games I play. I get my team first blood. Not an ally. not some random player that is supposed to be 1 of 4 players to help me win. I have to get it. What does this tell me? Here I am 6 minutes in to a match. team score is 4-8 and my personal score is 2-0-2. What does this tell me of my 4 allies I am supposed to rely on to help my rank go up? It's no wonder I am deeply frustrated with this game. I have much higher expectations of my team than what I see just because of how long I've been here. I've seen it. I've lost enough games to that bad baron call, or the lack of group fight. I know better by now because I've learned these lessons 2-3 years ago. And yet solo Q, and riot's design say. Oh it's ok to put me with these people who DON'T know any better. And it is fair to base my personal ranking, on a 5 man teams outcome of win or loss. No. That is crap. I did not lose my bot lane for the first 5 minutes. I was doing fine until my jungler decided to go into enemy side poke behind turret get trapped by 3 and give enemy adc a kill. He did that to my lane, not me. Then he goes and does the same crap to my mid and top and now we are all behind and frustrated under ten minutes cause of 1 moron. I cannot rely on the "maybe the enemy team will be bad". Cause the way my personal luck runs, and the way the LOL matchmaking gods treat me. If there are going to be clearly unskilled players, it's going to be on my team. Even if that statiscally cannot be true. The fact that I see more than the average player, and I go into a match expecting to carry. I watch the map all game I know who is doing what. If I see an ally not performing to an S rank every minute for the first 15 mins. I'm not happy.

You don't have to win a long game, if 3-5 players can strong win the first 15 minutes. And that's what I aim for. I can't do it alone. Cannot. Won't happen, can't be done. Not solo Q. Not in ELo hell.

So any active clubs that have like 20+ members, I may join for ranked purpose. Any duo/triple players. I am active in the EST time zone, anytime from morning to night. always logged in you can PM me when you wanna play.

I can play tank, I can carry, support, I really don't care. I can fill any role just because I've watched all the metas change and I understand the importance of team comp. Usually this means I am the only tank on team expected to engage, disengage, grant vision, countervision, peel 2 carries, and support an assasin. All while enemy get's 1 kill per game minute, and I can't get any assists ever.

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