I regret everything.

VeterenMantis·1/26/2020, 10:50:50 PM·10 votes·9,455 views

So, I recently decided to look back into playing league again, Thought I would look at my banned league account and I was such a jerk to every one.. You can see it in my thread posts. Why was I so aggressive all the time? I understand league can be frustrating but, this was uncalled for..

My only question is Why did Riot let this go on for 5 years before dropping the perma-hammmer? I mean really, if I was this toxic on the threads imagine how toxic I was on the rift.

I am sorry to every who had me on their team, I am sorry for every one who had the displeasure of disagreeing with me in the forms.

I 100% deserved the ban. No sarcasm, No Psyche, No Got 'em, No excuses. This one was all me.

10 Comments

5d0x4allx01/27/2020, 12:39:10 AM6 votes

Also perma'd, but regret nothing. I'd flame all those same players under the same circumstances if I could do it over.

I've... seen things you people wouldn't believe...

Pombagira1/27/2020, 1:18:31 AM4 votes

Don't beat yourself up. You've changed and I'm glad you're doing better not just for other people but for yourself too. Don't let the past eat you up inside because it's in the PAST and it's not in the present and it's not who you are anymore.

kaitlynfeartech1/27/2020, 10:39:18 AM3 votes

Recognizing past mistakes and earnestly seeking to change them for the better may seem like the bare minimum, but most people truly don't get that far. Though it's only a first step, it should be positively responded to. Well done :)

Totadori1/27/2020, 3:32:09 AM3 votes

this is why I play with bots now

Malix Farwin1/27/2020, 8:39:50 AM2 votes

I am kinda noticing that the people in this game are turning me into someone i am not. IRL i am a nice person who i am willing to talk it out with anyone regardless of religion. political stance, race, gender, age, or any other differences they may have.I've even had racial slurs thrown at me over disagreements without so much as throwing a single insult back but theres just something about this game where i quite literally have to turn off chat and mute myself to stop myself from saying something bad.

So to the OP no he probably isnt a bad person and nor are most of the people permanently banned, its the game.

Qiyana Ixaocan2/8/2020, 7:54:20 PM1 votes

I wonder if you would feel the same if you had the context for why you where a jerk to whoever you where a jerk to. Because you're a person and absolutely entitled to be mad and say something. Anything short of hate speech, telling someone to hurt themselves, or trolling, you are morally justified in anything you say. Riot is just scum who only cares about mean words no matter how much the peices of worthless shit you say them to deserve them. However if you where just saying how dare you not be amazing at the game. youre a jerk. Youre entitled your opinioon and able to say it but riot will ban you justified or not cause they only care about sjw points just this community of babies.

Great Lad2/10/2020, 4:13:41 AM1 votes

Doesn't matter, dude, you're not going to get your account back, there's no use in pretending, just move on.

FeedKaylePlease2/10/2020, 9:43:13 PM1 votes

I've gotten multiple chat bans, a couple of 14 day bans and a perm and I regret nothing. I'd flame those assholes again. Fuck them and fuck reforming. I don't know why Riot thinks I would gives 2 and half shits about reform as if I did something wrong by flaming those assholes and inting their games.