Thank you league of legends community

Mama Soraka··29 votes·1,664 views

Hey guys, I know basically none of you know me, but I just wanted to say thank you. Sincerely, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Back in 2012, I was a working a dead end job, drinking heavily, secluding myself indoors and avoiding living because I was positive I wanted to die. My best friend of then 15 years was barely able to talk me down from running in front of a train once. What I'm saying is I poured myself into playing this game back then so hard to keep from having to deal with my chronic depression, and diagnosis with a long-term disability that I thought might be a game-ender for me. I met a lot of awesome people that didn't even know me, didn't even know if I wasn't maybe some jerk-off troll just trying to rile them up when I would get depressed while playing, and they didn't care. Those people just gave me encouragement in that one match and then I didn't see them again. I'm ashamed I never before came to these boards and told you guys just how much you saved my life. Without League of Legends and the people who played with me keeping me sane back then, I'm nearly 100% certain I would not be here today.

I can't keep it together to type anymore, thank you League of Legends community. My life has improved substantially just like you guys told me it would in so many games, so many years ago. I'm replacing the computer I started playing league on in a few days and it stirred up all these memories from then and a decade ago when I built it and I just had to tell you guys: No matter how many threads you see about "Shitty LoL community" or trolls or whatever, there are MORE of you FANTASTIC people that saved my life. I am grateful to each and every one of you.

[slayer-pantheon-thumbs]

25 Comments

Dukues8 votes

Damn man, its weird but this game has become a huge part of my life as well. It has allowed me to stay in touch with all sorts of friends who live in different areas. It has also given me the opportunity to focus hard on something while going through my own problems. Ultimately I would like to start spending more time away from the screen but league was there for me when my life was starting to spiral out of control. With my new focus I was able to obtain a goal I set for myself (reaching gold). It helped me realize just like in life if I want to achieve something then I have to work for it.

Thanks for sharing and I can definitely relate.

Mama Soraka2 votes

Glad to see there are other people that have similar stories about what League means to them.

Yamato San1 votes

I wish I could. This game served as an awesome platform for my "friends" to trash talk me and boast about how much better they were at this game than me. All I took away from league is that people online can do a good job of pissing you off and that in turn you become a terrible person online.

Little Lift6 votes

You'll find a lot of people on league of legends are actually nice folk, even if the younger ones tend to get riled up when losing a lane or something, hardly any actually have any malicious intent. It's good to see the community came through for you, I know I've met some wonderful people on this game, and feel that the quality of my life would be less without them. :) So yeah I agree, a trick that always helps me is I remind myself that there's always a person behind the screen :) Helps keep my attitude in check.

-Kinkou Clansman Shen

Mama Soraka1 votes

Thank you for your words of wisdom oh sage of the Kinkou Clan :] Unrelated: I sure hope SHENBABY's rework keeps him as fun as he used to be. I was just starting to love jungle Shen

DeynaTaggerung4 votes

I'm so glad those good people were there for you then. It's crazy how just a few kind words can change so much. Just knowing there's somebody who is willing to do that for you can mean so much.

Mech0p4 votes

I was in the same position for the most part bro... I had a 4-2 am job 7 days a week a girlfriend of 2 years that I love more than anything else that left and it all got fked up within a week... I lost my job due to an injury and a few day before that my gf left me because I worked to much and didn't spend enough time with her also with my past record its literally impossible for me to find any job because I sold some weed... Anyway I lost my house, my car, and pretty much everything I cared for in such a short period that I just shut down... One day I remembered this game though and decided to lug myself out of bed after probably close to 2 weeks and started playing... Its crazy how much this game has helped me get through those rough times because I was like you I probably wouldn't be here if not for it... But now I'm starting a new job tomorrow I've been talking to this amazing chick for about a week and everything is starting to brighten up... So id like to also thank Rito "even though you destroy your game every 2 weeks for a few days lol" and the community with whom I've grown close and made some hopefully long lasting friendships...

Mama Soraka1 votes

And to think, before we meet in every match we're a bunch of total strangers. Even as recently as this month when I was having a shitty day I popped into a bot match and told 4 total strangers I just wanted to blow off some steam when I found out that an Italian guy tried to break into my ebay and spend over 2.5k euros and my financials were in a wreck for like 3 days and half of them were like "Don't worry man it'll be fine" and whatever. I'm positive for each afk and troll people complain about on the forum there are at least 2 people that would hug you through the internet if it were possible.

Grandmaster IV2 votes

so much positiveness..

Mama Soraka4 votes

Lux Stay positive!

Tract2 votes

Awesome to know, and glad to hear it!

Azir

Mama Soraka1 votes

!!SHURIMA!!

Dominick Destine2 votes

Good lord man, maybe you should seek professional help.

This is not an insult.... it sounds like you have some very real problems that need addressing/fixing... and playing League of Legends is not something I would advise as treatment for such things.

Mama Soraka2 votes

Thanks for your concern friend, but as I stated in the first post I was struggling with chronic depression (still am kinda, it gets easier but not EASY) and a life-long disability. Looking closer, you will notice I mention this all took place over 3 years ago and that I'm doing much better now in no small part thanks to the League of Legends community.

Leadpaintchips2 votes

Glad to hear it! Similar situation here, and getting the help that you need is key. I'm glad you got some of you positiveness (?) from League!

Triger2 votes

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” ― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

Thank you man for being a beautiful person

Mama Soraka1 votes

We all put on our gem-encrusted leg warmers one outrageous leg at a time. Taric

Weathered2 votes

There are those people out there that truly love the game and are wonderful people. People focus too much on the bad, and don't realize how wonderful League can be.

Mama Soraka1 votes

I loev et Taric

Jabberwöcky2 votes

Why dont i get guys like you in my ranked games?

Mama Soraka1 votes

Because I'm like mid-silver tier tops. Gonna try ranked again this season but I haven't touched it since I was 1300elo back in s2 so wish me luck, I guess :]

Jabberwöcky1 votes

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Because I'm like mid-silver tier tops. Gonna try ranked again this season but I haven't touched it since I was 1300elo back in s2 so wish me luck, I guess :]

Man Mid silver - Gold 2-3 is all the same skill level, just the difference is attitude, and determination.

If you play the same champ,and keep it up, and keep your spirits high, and dont let the other asshats get you down, youll be golden.

Im 80 games leona, 74% win rate, got me from silver 4 to gold 4.

44czwnFiUW1 votes

Stop playing now before Riot's shitty game management causes you to have all of the problems you listed again.

Mama Soraka1 votes

Oh you

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