Anyone know good free therapy?

Game 1 L2D tyler1: wutface L2D tyler1: bruh L2D tyler1: xd L2D tyler1: idk L2D tyler1: ty L2D tyler1: ty L2D tyler1: gg mid slow on roam to his own sidel........ L2D tyler1: ok wanna be like that L2D tyler1: bummer L2D tyler1: i was gonna try L2D tyler1: fine L2D tyler1: cuz u helped and ur being nice L2D tyler1: 2v3* L2D tyler1: do u want to win? L2D tyler1: stop flaming L2D tyler1: cuz ur wrong L2D tyler1: u got there after vel btw :) L2D tyler1: and u had shorter path L2D tyler1: meaning u decided not to rotae L2D tyler1: 0 map awareness shoved in by a vel L2D tyler1: 2 terrible things L2D tyler1: malzh afk L2D tyler1: not early L2D tyler1: k im done L2D tyler1: vel build mejais L2D tyler1: eve build mejais L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: im not inting L2D tyler1: i got outplayed L2D tyler1: im not good L2D tyler1: remember? L2D tyler1: wish i got a mia L2D tyler1: :) L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: u outplayed me L2D tyler1: dodged my q and e L2D tyler1: malzh told me im bad and hes right L2D tyler1: i got just plain outclassed L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: good vision control L2D tyler1: All i wanted was one nice tea m:( L2D tyler1: and everyone but malzh made it happen L2D tyler1: im sorry team, i really am trying L2D tyler1: its hard they have control over all my jg L2D tyler1: unlucky L2D tyler1: wp, nice roam L2D tyler1: hey eve, any tips for me? L2D tyler1: i dont know what to do when i lose control of my jg L2D tyler1: should i camp a lane or what do i do? L2D tyler1: ??? L2D tyler1: for what L2D tyler1: sigh L2D tyler1: why am i reported L2D tyler1: for int? L2D tyler1: im literally trying L2D tyler1: sigh L2D tyler1: i appreciate when i get completely rolled over and fucked and then reported for inting :) L2D tyler1: At least malzh will get banned tox when i rep L2D tyler1: not enough to win L2D tyler1: gotta kick me when im down L2D tyler1: Saying im so bad that im inting L2D tyler1: ty <3 L2D tyler1: im not bm anything L2D tyler1: im done with this game L2D tyler1: our tem hates me L2D tyler1: they hate me L2D tyler1: im already reported by 3 people L2D tyler1: i just want 1 fun game L2D tyler1: since ur ereporting me for int :( im sad L2D tyler1: not my fault i got invaded early and set behind L2D tyler1: sigh L2D tyler1: im done L2D tyler1: cant handle the flame from all L2D tyler1: im so depressed rn L2D tyler1: what do u guys even want L2D tyler1: we arent grouping and i have no way to farm or get gold L2D tyler1: what can i even do L2D tyler1: other than be 'annoying' L2D tyler1: gj malzh L2D tyler1: fuck my life L2D tyler1: can someone just tell me what to do L2D tyler1: i dont even care about the reports L2D tyler1: i just dont even know what to do right now L2D tyler1: honestly can someone just tell me what to di L2D tyler1: do* L2D tyler1: i cant get access to farm and we arent grouping L2D tyler1: what do i d L2D tyler1: sigh L2D tyler1: i honestly have never been this tilted L2D tyler1: gj eve L2D tyler1: im going insane L2D tyler1: jesus crhist L2D tyler1: wh L2D tyler1: good job team L2D tyler1: hey L2D tyler1: i L2D tyler1: f L2D tyler1: o L2D tyler1: dfh L2D tyler1: im L2D tyler1: im going insane L2D tyler1: what L2D tyler1: but L2D tyler1: ism L2D tyler1: im L2D tyler1: im talking L2D tyler1: to myselft L2D tyler1: im crazy L2D tyler1: thats what crazy peopl L2D tyler1: im go L2D tyler1: im actu L2D tyler1: acna n L2D tyler1: am L2D tyler1: am i even tyoung L2D tyler1: am i awake L2D tyler1: is this a L2D tyler1: am i deramgin L2D tyler1: what L2D tyler1: is this real L2D tyler1: am i typing L2D tyler1: am i awake L2D tyler1: am i dreaming L2D tyler1: What is happenign L2D tyler1: Am i going insane L2D tyler1: can i not rea L2D tyler1: why cant i raed L2D tyler1: am i actyli nsane L2D tyler1: what is happeing L2D tyler1: cam i not typing? L2D tyler1: why isnt anyone responding am i actually going insane L2D tyler1: did every single person mute me L2D tyler1: am i actually having a storke? L2D tyler1: am i blind what L2D tyler1: i cant see straight L2D tyler1: guys is L2D tyler1: wahat L2D tyler1: what is happening L2D tyler1: do i have mental issues L2D tyler1: do i have mental issues L2D tyler1: am i going crazy L2D tyler1: or did everyone mute L2D tyler1: why cant i see anything' L2D tyler1: why am i crying L2D tyler1: what is happening L2D tyler1: why is nobody pinging L2D tyler1: why is nobody chatting L2D tyler1: am i insane???? L2D tyler1: helloo?? L2D tyler1: holy shit im freaking out what is happening L2D tyler1: hello??? L2D tyler1: am i actyally insane? L2D tyler1: i cant L2D tyler1: i L2D tyler1: nononono not like this again L2D tyler1: i cant go back L2D tyler1: no L2D tyler1: no i cant go back L2D tyler1: fuck what is going on L2D tyler1: the whole chat is silent not even a ping L2D tyler1: im freaking out L2D tyler1: I CANT EVEN SEE MY OWN PINGS ANYMORe L2D tyler1: can anyone hera m!>! L2D tyler1: i cant ese my own pings L2D tyler1: guys im actually freaking out im scared now L2D tyler1: hello? L2D tyler1: what is going on L2D tyler1: guys can someone please ping or say something L2D tyler1: im actually crying right nwo L2D tyler1: what is happenign L2D tyler1: just 1 message someone please i L2D tyler1: can anyone see my messages? L2D tyler1: am i going insane? L2D tyler1: im freaking out L2D tyler1: wtf is happening L2D tyler1: guys L2D tyler1: hello? Game 2 L2D tyler1: d-shield on draven :thinking: L2D tyler1: wait for tp L2D tyler1: we can kill again i think L2D tyler1: nvm he not tp L2D tyler1: ill come back L2D tyler1: yeet L2D tyler1: lemme farm krugs L2D tyler1: then ill gank L2D tyler1: panth back get items then com eback L2D tyler1: then the wave will be ready L2D tyler1: cool L2D tyler1: had to take, he was ulting L2D tyler1: forced ult worth-ish i guess L2D tyler1: warded topside L2D tyler1: i dcd after casting ult L2D tyler1: lol L2D tyler1: ask L2D tyler1: ikr L2D tyler1: bot lane needs to pull it together L2D tyler1: and play safe L2D tyler1: yeah i mean if they just dont die we qauto win L2D tyler1: he thinks he slick clearing that lol L2D tyler1: too late L2D tyler1: all u had to do was turtle and lose farm L2D tyler1: and u decided to lose hard L2D tyler1: no, i was clearly playing top side L2D tyler1: i cant play around all 3 lanes lmao L2D tyler1: u guys played cocky and selfish L2D tyler1: its not my job to help u guys go even L2D tyler1: but i mean blame me if it helps u L2D tyler1: wp enemy team L2D tyler1: gj L2D tyler1: lmao morg, if u want to learn ill add u after game. till then, its not my job to teach u L2D tyler1: i played early game as well as i coudl have L2D tyler1: u guys trolled L2D tyler1: mute L2D tyler1: muted* L2D tyler1: panth did i play the early game well? L2D tyler1: bad abrrel mb L2D tyler1: y tell us? L2D tyler1: wait why report mundo? L2D tyler1: i literally ganked him 4 times under 10 mins L2D tyler1: not his fault lol L2D tyler1: draven just auto her 2 timees:( L2D tyler1: that was a good play azir, we almost had her L2D tyler1: me 2 L2D tyler1: we both knocked her into team but no other damage came in L2D tyler1: np L2D tyler1: ty for help morg........ L2D tyler1: unlucky L2D tyler1: why are u up without wards and a tank :( L2D tyler1: ^ L2D tyler1: they are a 2 carry comp, kill trist and ahri we win L2D tyler1: do i need locket? L2D tyler1: i assumed support would buy but maybe i should jsut get it L2D tyler1: Ggwp L2D tyler1: well played L2D tyler1: i mean, i commited to top side, and bot refused my advice L2D tyler1: ok L2D tyler1: y elder L2D tyler1: we hav e0 buffs L2D tyler1: should baron L2D tyler1: wait L2D tyler1: is bot actually trolling? L2D tyler1: we have 0 dragons and they try to force elder? L2D tyler1: panth, we did a hell of a job early, fun game man. too bad bot didnt actually try to win :( L2D tyler1: fun playign with you tho, hope you enjoyed L2D tyler1: Ggwp Game 3 L2D tyler1: anyone else's chat bugged? L2D tyler1: whenever i ping on the scoreboard it doesn't show up, just my name and the time i pinged it L2D tyler1: no obligation for him to switch L2D tyler1: dont type, farm L2D tyler1: gj L2D tyler1: ur right, but he didnt L2D tyler1: he also cant look at the map :P L2D tyler1: you have to play smart yas L2D tyler1: look at the square L2D tyler1: in the bottom right corner L2D tyler1: yasuo L2D tyler1: ward L2D tyler1: ur L2D tyler1: lane L2D tyler1: lmfao L2D tyler1: bot lane wanna help? L2D tyler1: or call mia L2D tyler1: ok L2D tyler1: fun game :) L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: i know L2D tyler1: its a bummer L2D tyler1: ur a good player L2D tyler1: too bad vayne watned to have a bad game :) L2D tyler1: wp L2D tyler1: tough dealing with bot lane and top lane :( L2D tyler1: yeah unlucky L2D tyler1: reported tox L2D tyler1: tbh gragas carry L2D tyler1: btw kayn tox if u guys wanna rpeort "called us "shit-for-brains"" L2D tyler1: gragas nae-nae L2D tyler1: not inting, just bad game L2D tyler1: Ggwp L2D tyler1: Reprot kayn tox

I think I might actually be losing my shit. Anyone know a good free therapy method? I don't want to get un-permabanned I really want mental help