The games that actually make me rage and feed

The games that actually make me rage and feed intentionally aren't the ones that do it to everyone else. When I'm doing well and my team's feeding, that's not when I feed. When that happens, I usually end up getting ahead and at least being able to do something. I'll get a triple kill before I die, then they'll 2v4 ace the rest of my team.

It's the games where I'm being carried hard and can't participate that make me rage and feed. When everyone keeps coming to my lane and stopping me from getting any CS, my tank support has been up my ass all game because of Bond of Stone, I'm constantly getting hit by skillshots because my tank support who's up my ass won't let me dodge them, and I'm way behind the pace of the game and can't participate. And to top it off, their team lets their towers die just to 1v5 tower dive me even though I'm already not existing.

That's the games I just build mobis and stack zeals and feed. My team will probably win anyway because they're all super fed, but I am GOING to do something in that game. I don't care if it's cause my allies to lose a game they would've won if I just went AFK. I'm GOING to have an impact. I'd rather have a negative impact than to effectively not be playing (while slamming my hands into the keyboard in a frantic and desperate attempt to get CS). When I'm flashing and using E and ulting just to steal creeps from my allies as Lucian, there's a fucking problem.