AFK in games

I was playing my favorite game today, i didn;t whant to afk, but something happend.My country is in a state of war sadly, we have little to no resources..(my parents made huge efforts to buy me the game, my father had to sell his kidney). Anyway, during one of my games, the alarm whent off, a bomb threat near my house..my parents and brothers said, that we should go to the shelter.I was playing my favorite champ Monster Y and i was doing really well in game. Mom comes in, tells me to get dressed that we have to go.I refused to do this,Mom was upsey, whent to talk to my Dad.They tried to convince me to come, but i coudnt.While we were arguing, i died .I didn';t whant to die, but it happend( blame is on my Dad and Mm). Anyway, during that time, a bomb hit, and my brothers got hurt, Mom and Dad whent to help and i couldn't I was in the game.just respwaned. They begged for my help, my parents, but i told them that i have a responsability towards my online friends:).

A second bomb hit, and this time was closer, my house was blown away.Only i room( i live in the basement).My family was upstairs.Idk what happend to them.And i can't check on them.I have one of those great games,where you are fed and keep destroying them, and it's really close, 50 min in..Fck, what should i do guys, if i leave now, we will lose, team needs me> But my family cries for help, i cry too, i think that myparents put me on tilt.:|What should i do?