In ranked I am ~25th percentile, outside of ranked, why am I playing against players in the 90th

Yet this is the reality of playing anything besides ranked as low silver. I used to play with friends but stopped, because that made it way worse (they are all plat+).

Then ofc it's never enough to just get destroyed in lane, everyone feels the need to also go after any self-worth the other player might have over chat, while my team does the same because I ruined their game. *Since everyone always says to use the mute option, it doesn't change the fact you are being told to KYS, and hearing that every day over along time can take its toll, and muting before the game puts myself at disadvantage.