I Quit. But... I thank you, too. All of you.

Inari Fox Orrion··12 votes·1,133 views

You probably don't know me, and if I'm honest you really shouldn't, but my last few games have just drove me over the edge of the cliff. I'm fucking done. I can't take the incredible amount of scapegoating, the incredible amount of ignorance, the incredible amount of complete bullshit in the matchmaking, anymore.

It quit being fun to have teammates who rage and flame, are more toxic than they ever accuse you of being in leu of "Oh plz report trash <whoever I'm playing> for being toxic!"

It quit being fun to be pit up against Golds/Diamonds/premades or to have them pit up against the other team; You don't learn anything from it, you only go "Oh I won" or "Why did I lose?!" in response.

I'm sorry, but I quit. Maybe for now, maybe forever.

Maybe someday you great people will drown out the stupid, toxic bullshit that infests this game to the core. I hope that day comes, but until then, I thank you. From the very depths of my soul and bottom of my heart, the tip of my tongue, thank you for making League better.

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ModWuks6 votes

Someone posted something very similar not too long ago, and I feel like your sentiments are very similar, such that I think it'd be worth sharing here as well:

I feel ya, and I'm not just saying that to make you feel better.

If you look at my ranked matches on any of my accounts, you'll see an unusually high number of Teemo matches, all with the same build. When you mention that you become "too complacent with a winning strategy that [you] stop developing", I think that's where you have to approach how you view your playstyle from a different perspective. Although I play an atrocious amount of Frost Queens top lane Teemo, I don't see each match as more of the same. I look at and evaluate my opponent's champion, their build, their roams, their CSing and wave control, and their aggression. No opponent is the same, and with this, you can learn to solidify your mechanics, because, when it comes down to it, there's no such thing as perfection.

And if you want to get out of your comfort zone, play some normal matches and play a champion or role that you don't normally play. Recently, I've taken an interest in Caitlyn/ADC, and I'm working on figuring out how I can do better with her. I'm bad, and I understand I'm bad, but I'm working to learn with each game.

And if you're still deciding to quit League of Legends, this advice translates into the real world as well. There may be times where you feel that you aren't developing as a person, and when this happens, you can look at the little things and try to improve those, or you can escape your comfort zone and try something new like volunteering, traveling, or mentoring.

Never let yourself get in the way of your own growth.

Best of luck on whatever you decide, friend.

-- Wuks

Risk of Fate1 votes

Going to say that's partly the reason I "gave up" on the game. I still play here and there only because a friend invested a lot of money into this game for me (tried to pay her back, but due to some shit happening I was basically pushed out from "friends." That's another story entirely though).

Anyway, was an Ashe main until I hit a wall and moved on to Lux. Didn't do much with her until I came across Ahri who has been my pick to try and raise my personal skill ceiling. Eventually, I plateaued with her to the point where every match felt the same. Tried a change of pace by going support until 5 man bot lane ganks pretty much made the lane unplayable.

It was the same every game: start, 5 man bot, lose tower, proceed to run around trying to get control again which, often, never happened. Along comes a fighting game by the name of BlazBlue which I said "well, I sucked at street fighter/found it boring, might as well give it a second chance." As I was learning, I felt the rush once more of picking up Noel Vermillion, seeing all the combos she could do and how every fight opening was never the same, it was amazing to have a goal to achieve.

I was/am still terrible at video games, often being a joke that it took me a year to beat the Elite Four in pokemon red and would constantly have my older brother help me beat the first boss in Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. Anyway, still having trouble against bots, but every time I take a little break, take a breath, I find ways to do better and improve. Unlike League which, after a certain point I feel, becomes pretty "standard," fighting games do not have items, masteries, runes, all sort of outside changes to determine who has the better start.

It's a game of mechanical and mental skill that make me drool <3

Hoping that the next time I pick this game up seriously again, I could find ways to have a ceiling that I can break. When I stopped, I had nothing that I could really learn without investing a heavy amount of time to get the IP to purchase runes. That's one of the major issues of this game, personally, in that the amount of time to try something new is not worth it when you've put it into a single character/roster. 2 and a half years for 100 champions, half of that time grinding for 3 decent rune pages and if I want to play a role that is not an AP mage mid, AD carry bot, AP mage support, or a Tank Support, I'm going to have to play some 200-300 games, win every single one of them with a FWotD bonus to afford a decent setup.

That and people don't like off-meta picks. What I used to do for a change of pace was run Ashe mid and Ahri top. With the way things are now in that the early game being the deciding factor in a lot of cases, I can't do these as well as I used to. On top of that, some of the other champions I want to play are unviable due to item and balance changes. These include Taliyah, Riven, Sivir, and Katarina (side note, tried to play Kat, I often found myself hard-camped to the point of making the lane a 3v1 so I gave that up).

Just my thoughts, mini-rant, tldr is game felt pretty much the same every match unless I wanted to try something new which resulted in either A) Enemy team camped my ass, B) My team flamed me all game or C) My team dodges. Now with all this yelling and crying, I can't pick anything apart from the standard 20 that pros play if I want to "enjoy" the game, even in normals.

Inari Fox Orrion2 votes

./bow

Thank you, Wuks. The community is lucky to have a guardian like you.

Maybe I'll take a weeks' break and see where that gets me, or maybe I'll resume playing today thanks to your motivational post to me, because I DO suck, and I know it - and I love to learn, regardless. I'm not perfect, oh hell no, and that's one of the things that miff me about the more toxic players - they think that they are.

I absolutely love this game, but it's almost impossible to in a match full of toxicity, where literally everyone on your team but you despises you solely because you decide to take drag at Lv1 as Heimerdinger, and because the strategy didn't work one out of thirty times due to Jinx roaming down to the drag pit a bit.

I think part of what I can't stand is that it feels like no matter how much I report toxicity, it feels like nothing ever happens about it. I recall like one or two times I got the message saying my report actually meant something in the sea of false reports and things like them, but that's another subject for another time.

P.S: Oh another Teemo fan! Glad it isn't just me... and your advice actually is pretty good. I never really got the hate anyone had for anyone else if they decided to one-trick or play one champion a lot. It just helps you learn mechanical systems far quicker because you don't need to focus on learning your champion. The problem is, I'm wondering where to start... maybe map awareness, because I sometimes get caught by ganks even when I have wards. (lol)

Odd Gnome3 votes

I'm sorry that you feel this way, I've felt the same in the past that the game just isn't as fun as I want it to be. Then I stopped playing ranked. Ranked has a toxic design to it that makes people toxic. You put 10 people (typically with raging hormones) in a competitive setting with everyone wanting to win (apart from the trolls). It's a recipe for disaster, video games are meant to be fun, why would you play it if you legitimately aren't having fun? My general advice, get some buddies together and just fuck around. A friend and I recently tried Orianna Yasuo bot lane and it was one of the most fun games of our lives. Focus on having fun rather than putting all your effort into winning.

[slayer-jinx-catface]

Butnek kid1 votes

I refuse to play Ranked anymore, as well. It's just not worth going through the imbalanced mess. Even if Riot did no champion favoritism, the game will always be asymmetrical and imbalanced and the teenage (majority) population will always be hell to deal with. Just not worth it

EvilDustMan2 votes

Ok

Inari Fox Orrion3 votes

Rammus You forgot the period.

Mizuki Zahra1 votes

I was there a few weeks ago and so I took a mini weeks break and came back to this game trying different styles and builds for fun in normals and the practice tool is a lot of fun as well. and now im back to ranked with a new main aswell and I focus on assists instead of kills. I main support now but not only in bot lane I try to support my team from every lane. let them have the kills who cares its a team game we all win its not like they win a little more than you do when victory appears on the screen.

logic3011 votes

See you in a week

yesnobanana2 votes

Tomorrow*

FTFY

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