What's worse: A nice guy who feeds and trolls or a mild jerkass that carries and always tries hard?
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I don't stoop to homophobia or racism or even curse but am incredibly distressed at the rate I've started nevertheless belittling people for every fuckup based on just how bitter I am playing this game by default. If you look at my match history and general consistency, you can tell I never try anything less than my all when playing.
I like to compare myself to the people that comparatively are having very fun in my games typing memes in chat and laughing it up, all the while feeding their asses off or building inappropriately but allegedly not hostile.
I'm not really trying to justify my attitude but just wondering what really sounds worse.