So, based on your thread here's what I think happened.
You tried a bit at first, and then something happened. You probably died, got caught or mispositioned. After that, I reckon that someone made a comment, and instead of being slightly annoyed you were tipped over the edge and started inting.
After doing this, and getting banned, you felt uncomfortable. You wanted your account back but didn't know what to do, so you thought about your options. You ended up making a thread because you believed that you can hide your intentional feeding by saying "I had a bad game".
People aren't dumb my man. They see threads like this all the time and unfortunately your lies won't get you very far here.