I think I finally reformed?
After 5 permabanned accounts, I think I've finally figured out a way to stop flaming. I had 2 terrible, terrible games today (teammates were feeding hard, flaming the shit out of me/each other, other team was shit talking), but I barely said a word in those games. How? By punching the shit out of my wall. My hand is swollen as shit and there's some blood stains on the wall that I have to take care of now, but at least I'm not toxic anymore right? And that's literally the most important thing in the world, so who cares what cost I have to pay. The only unfortunate part is my roommate thinks I'm insane now, but l'm sure he'd think I'm a murderous psychopath if I typed "kys" in chat instead, so I'll take it.