Riot Games. I have given so much with so little in return.

It's like they don't care. Okay, let me start at the beginning. I've been playing since season 3. Ever since I've played this game, something just spoke to me. I got bronze 5. I've been stuck in it until season 5. My brother says I'm really good. He is silver one, in his promotionals for gold 5. Every time I 1v1 him, I barely lose. And it isn't because I play overpowered crap like or but someone like or and go like 3/5. Season four began. I started watching LCS. I started skipping homework to play League of Legends, it was that important to me. I started drifting between bronze 4 and 5. I started widening my champion pools, and finding out important facts about league like warding or cs or teamfighting, splitpushing, how to jungle properly, etc. But even though I can consistently get 80 cs with all champions even when behind, I can poke efficiently and even as adc i ward, I still can't manage to do good. I learned to stop taking so many risks. I used to get 9-15 deaths every game, but now its more like 5-9. I now play these these champions: But every game, I get these bad teamates. Varus with relic shield and ruunans' hurricane for the first items. When I ask for the jungler to pick a tank, they get black cleaver, then full ad on Rek'sai. A mid laner who complains how he doesn't get ganks and then says "I would've done good if I got any ganks." The funny part is, he went Yasuo versus Veigar. Any melee characters get countered by a Veigar. Lastly I get a Lulu that is 5/0 20 minutes in, and killsteals everyone. Then she complains like "Learn how to last hit" like its our fault she took the kills. That makes sense. Then I see their team. A Xin Zhao who knows how to build, Devour, then the rest tank with BRK. A Volibear who actually knows how to cs and focus the adc. A Veigar who's 7/0 and gets to roam without yasuo MIA'ing because he doesn't know what an MIA is. An adc who kites from a distance with an actual build that's not some wierd relic shield bull crap. A full AP Sona who's practically Abathur on the ADC who doesn't steal kills and actually can land an ult. So, what can I do. I'm sorry but this is like Bronze 5 teammates versus Silver 1 enemies. What do I do? I can't do anything. I'm just tired of dealing with this. I've spent over 500$ on this game. Now what have you given me? I gave you my time. I gave you 500$. I gave you my tears. I gave you going 0/13 two birthdays in a row. Im better than 80% of these bullshit bronze players and im FUCKING FOURTEEN.

I'm going to start recording me playing. I'm not a rage-filled little kid you can dismiss. I just want some sort of a foothold. I'm tired of you riot. I'm trying to milk out a reward out of you. I want my money back. I want this back. I want the time. I want what I deserve. My IGN is Nightcore. Thanks for eating away my wallet. Riot, Fuck. You.