Im not very good at this game. I realize this now

So Ive been playing since season 3 my highest rank was silver 1 or 2 I think. I play off and on I usually quit for awhile if I get to frustrated. I know I'm never going to be a pro player (it would be cool but i cant live and breath this game, i have a job) but i really like competitive gaming. Ive tried using certain champions to climb solo q and ive tried duo q to climb but no matter what i do i just cant climb. Ive realized I just suck at this game. My reaction time to things are to slow and I make to many mistakes.

One thing ive noticed is that solo que is so chaotic at lower elo its really hard to learn from your mistakes and get better. People are yelling at each other, people afk after dying once and it seems like someone is always farming top or getting a buff when we are getting engaged on. I think the only way for me to truly learn how to get better is to play on a team. Ive played on teams as a support with mostly higher elo people before and I really learned alot. Actually knowing what role you are going to be going into a game really allows you to focus on your champion pool and matchups.

The only issue finding a team is that everyone thinks that bronzies are just horribad and no one is willing to let anyone below gold on a team. Like I said I know im bad and i know I make mistakes but if I had people that could actually tell me when i do something wrong and maybe even how to fix my mistakes I could be amazing at this game.

I guess this is just a rant saying that Just because someone is low elo and bad at the game dosnt mean they cant eventually be great at the game if you give them a chance.