I just need a moment to rant.

So I queue up for a late-night ranked game, think maybe I could snag a bit of LP before heading to bed, not knowing what shit I'd just gotten myself into. I decide to play my back-up mid laner (Syndra) over Katarina because their team comp had been very problematic for Katarina. I do fairly well for the start of the game, being 4/1 by about 15 minutes in. However, my one ally had flamed everyone for every little mistake they made, claimed that Tryndamere splitting bot was fine and inevitable, and we just shouldn't even try to stop him. Being me, I normally try to calm down the toxic players before anything scales high. I proceed to get flamed to the point where he called me useless dead weight that "literally lost us the game." Being as insecure and already as fucking sad as I am at the moment (the girl that I like just got a bf), this cut much deeper than it normally would to me. The guy yelled profanities and consistently called me and my teammates shit players who deserved to lose this game that should've been spoon-fed to us. After the game, he begins his flaming more after I asked for my allies and enemies to report him for his toxicity. He then goes off in the post-chat, saying how terrible I was at the game and how useless I was. I fought back for a moment before leaving the lobby, to which he then sent me a friend request. I knew he was just wanting to flame me more and I knew he was going to ignore everything I tried to say through his thick skull, but me being as ignorant as I am, I added him. He called me various things such as "a %%%got who can't take any criticism at all." I then told him if he wants to flame me, "join my discord and say it to me." Say your profanities with your actual voice, rather than just type it out. When he joined, he seemed like an overall nice guy. He didn't say nearly as many profane words, though I still hated the guy with my entire heart and then some. He still wound up being a complete asswagon who I hoped would get banned (he OPENLY ADMITTED to purchasing 5 level 30 accounts and getting them ALL PERMA BANNED.) Once I removed him from my discord, I put him on my block list - the list where now only 6 people's names rest after 4 years of League of Legends. He made me feel even more worthless than I already did, simply because he refuses to be a decent human being. I did respond with some things I shouldn't have said, but they were mostly for defending myself because I didn't want to take any more harsh criticism than I already have in the past week.

I'm sorry if I sound whiny; I just needed somewhere to say this.