Having Fun In League

Is it just me or I can't have fun when I'm not carrying at all? Literally I only have fun when I'm carrying and when I don't even if I win the game as a whole (or lose) in ANY game I just explode, unless it's ranked then I just accept the loss cuz it's ranked. There are a few exceptions to this rule however, like when I'm just doing nonmeta stuff with friends and that type of stuff. Just curious and yeah I know I sound a bit stupid but curious to see if there people similar, and how do you deal with it (answers only from those that experience something similar please)