I'm starting to lose my mind!!!!!!!

get me out of bronze..........!!!!!!!!!! it is a pain to see what people do in bronze!! ik what everyone say that u r like them or ur bad.... u know thing like that!!! but I just want u to check my match history.... not a big deal is it!!!! just check I help team I get kills I try to roam I tried everything!!! I used to be sup main........but as it turns out that low elo is a real hell for sup main!! so I learned everything about top. played a lot of games and again u find out that u can't really carry as top if u don't have a trynd or fiora kind of champ..!!!! now those were my 2 main I always played them i'm pretty good at them. just for example whenever I play top there is rare chance that I will lose my lane. very rare!!! now I started playing adc ( I always played it but just focusing on it a little more) my best champ is vayne!!! I do win games and no matter how shitty my supp is I always try to carry and mostly win my lane but u still can't win!!!! I am literally losing my mind. u know..... beating things and yelling really loud.............yea that kind of things!!!!! if u just lose a game and u feel like...oh they just played better than us or yea that was the mistake that we made. it's fine but it is not like that in bronze when u have a akali 1-5 to a mordekaiser 5-2 and still trying to 1v1 him. like mano e mano kind of shit u just know u r gonna lose and it really hurts and when I asked her what u r doing she says "I don't even care anymore just surrender". if u got time I can tell u all my bronze story they r one of the funnies things.........