My First Encounter With Ranked: Why I Don't Like People
So a few days ago I finally hit level 30. I was so excited to finally start my ranked climb, and then literally every game I played, I was matched with players toxic beyond anything I'd ever met in Normals. Here's the story.
Most of my friends are in the silver-gold area, and in Normals I was able to keep up with them just fine. When I started ranked I had the ambition to land somewhere in Silver. 5, 3, anything. As long as it was Silver I'd be happy.
However, every game I played, I'd get a mid laner who would feed then accuse jungle. I'd get a top lane who would afk. I'd get a support (I play ADC mainly) that goes "I'll only help you if you ping and ask me." In champion select if I'd ask to take Teemo bot and do AP which has worked wonders for me in Normal, I'd get called a noob or r%%%%%ed. Well, sorry. Didn't know meta was law to you guys.
In game, after mid fed or top left, my game would of course do badly. I'd end up dying a lot, not able to carry a team that well because hey, I just started ranked, I'm still new! And guess who was the butt of the blame. That's right. Me. The new unranked fresh blood.
Now why is this so much of a problem? I've barely even played 100 PvP games total. I've made it my habit that while every game is loading I look up both my team and the opposing team on lolnexus.com, and wanna know what I found? I was getting matched with high Golds and Silvers during my provisionals (which I only won two of by the way) who had over 800 ranked wins. I haven't even PLAYED 800 games, let alone that many in ranked. Not to mention since 4.20 I've had lag problems out the ass on the new Rift. Not helping my case any.
Bottom line, I ended up Bronze I. Not so bad considering I wanted to be silver, it's only a step away, but I'm still getting matched with high silvers who have played hundreds more games than I have. Every game I get blamed for the downfall of the team. I know. I do bad. But you know what? At least you KNOW I'm the one doing bad and it's not YOUR fault. instead you're making yourself look like the biggest asshole on League by saying "Go back to bots" or "Uninstall and stop playing" or the best yet "Yeah, lag is your cover for doing bad." No, I don't try to lose. I've had this computer since middle school and I'm in college now, of course it lags. If I was purposely trying to lose the game I wouldn't be sitting here venting out my frustrations about losing due to the League Of Jerks.
I'm not an angry person. I'm chill, I'm nice if you're nice to me. I didn't do anything to deserve this just from trying to learn and do better. I want to play ranked like the rest of you. I just don't want to be treated like I'm a level 5 all because I can't do ranked. I can do PvP fine. But apparently there's a big learning jump that makes ranked a LOT harder than anything I've found in normals.
What should I do? Give up on ranked for a while? Just give up all together? I'm running out of options to keep my sanity at bay. It's really wearing me down.
Edit: I don't get why this is getting downvoted. Somehow I'm at fault?