Losing faith, even more so, in the people who play this game.
So I've had a horrendous night in ranked. First I get a Leona who is 0/6/2 and a Vi who is 1/6/1 in under 15 mins, then a get a Morde who is 0/9/0 in under 20 mins, followed by a bot lane who goes 0/4 together in under 10 mins, so the Alistar leaves lane to start roaming and the Lucian ends up going 4/7/0 by the 20 min mark and starts to just feed on purpose until our Kass gets a penta with our help, but at that point he's fed the enemy Jinx far too much and they'd already got all our inhibs down cause of it.
The worst one is next though, cause even though I was put into games I just straight up could not win cause one or two people will just feeding so hard, my last game is by far the worst.
We got into champ select, and everyones saying which roles they want, and I say "look guys, I'm not having a good night tonight, and I'm queuing up for one more game and am putting my faith in you all, so I'll fill but my pref roles are top/jun."
Then three of the people on my team say "hey let's just feed and get a new record for fastest game lost!" I laughed along cause I've seen some people do that before just to try and make the person who spoke first angry, that in and off itself is a very shitty thing to do, but my opinion of this community was already quite low, so I was just gonna role with it.
But ofc, no, I was entirely wrong to put any faith in anyone at all, my MF, Thresh, and Shen all fed on purpose and shit talked about me in all chat for the entire game, all of them except for my Akali were awful human beings, far worse then what I expected. So yeah I reported them all, but they reported me as well and I'm sure a couple of the people on the other team reported me (except the Vayne, she seemed to see the big picture and said she'd report them for me, but the LB and Malphite just joined in and shit talk me even though I said two things in all chat all game). So I have a feeling I'll be the one looked at in the Tribunal and the others will go unnoticed, even though the fed on purpose because I said I had faith in them and would fill for them.....
So yeah, this community just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.... and there just seems to be far too many ways for these awful people to get away with being just that, awful people.
And yes I know, "people act shittier online cause they have a screen protecting them," but that only goes so far, I don't know a single person who would be such a pathetic little child in any game or online at all, to have the capacity to do it online you must at least have the urges to be a horrible person in real life as well.