Anxiety and league

When you are in queue and you hit "Accept" and then suddenly it hits and you are like http://imgur.com/PeMXFoA

Then while in champ select you are like well I could just X out and save both my team and I trouble because I dont actually feel like playing. Only to suddenly see the loading screen and you are like http://imgur.com/XBqm4A9

You realize it is too late to back out because you would let down your team so you buy your stuff http://imgur.com/0vi6RjN

Go out into the game, you play alittle and suddenly you get first blood and you are like http://imgur.com/kFCEpUq

Then before you know it you end up carrying your team and you are like http://imgur.com/o4sgPtb

As the game ends instead of celebrating you are like http://imgur.com/3dOnCR7

and you ask yourself http://imgur.com/XBqm4A9