Went 9/1 placements

I gave up, for going gold. I mean half the games are vs higher elo players than mine and as a result we lose top/mid and jungle or both top and mid and they eventually wears down and win at 35 min. Or the worse thing is when we need ap or tank pick and the last pick goes teemo or zed so they they shred us because they build full armor or we dont have frontline and we die in every teamfight. The issue with all of that is that im soraka main and i have switch to brand zyra annie and velkoz to have some ap damage and reliable cc and waveclear so i can be the missing damage and engage and i tryhard all games but i lose most of them. Its mentally tiring me so i give up at Silver 2 ( i demoted in both solo and flex) [zombie-nunu-bummed]