I have lost faith.

I have lost faith in being able to go to Gold. You can check out my op.gg, and (other than those sion games) I did pretty well most of the time, and I didn't feed early with anyone except nasus which I came back from almost every time. I play alright and think I deserve Gold, and I want nothing more. The thing is I don't know if I am unlucky or what, but I always get matched up with feeders. These are not just people having a bad day. I have some of those too. But recently out of the 3 games I played a few days ago 2 of them (won 1 lost 2) had a feeder and in both cases it was just the mid laner saying open mid and flaming us for the whole game. I do not think it is fair to do this to me because all I recently get are feeders, this is not even a rant, check out my teammates in my most recent game (talon saying open mid 4 mins in): Nasus (me): 5/6/0 Tristana: 2/7/2 Talon: 2/7/4 Diana: 2/9/1 Pyke: 3/10/1

Pyke being 0/5 before 10, Trist 0/3 before 10, Talon 0/4 before 10. Game before that: Nasus (me): 9/9/7 Shaco: 6/7 Lux (who flamed us the whole game): 5/11 Trist: 6/7 Karma: 3/7

And this has become common in the last few days. Why does this happen, I try to do my best, but I get so many trolls and inters (literally from the chat themselves) that I don't know if I want to continue playing. The game becomes "Hope your other lanes don't go 0/3 before 10". Hell they can go 0/3, but not every single other person from my team ffs. Don't even wanna call this a rant cuz it is the shitty truth of my league experience.