I have lost faith.

SpiritAnomaly·Oct 25, 2018·2 votes·1,248 views

I have lost faith in being able to go to Gold. You can check out my op.gg, and (other than those sion games) I did pretty well most of the time, and I didn't feed early with anyone except nasus which I came back from almost every time. I play alright and think I deserve Gold, and I want nothing more. The thing is I don't know if I am unlucky or what, but I always get matched up with feeders. These are not just people having a bad day. I have some of those too. But recently out of the 3 games I played a few days ago 2 of them (won 1 lost 2) had a feeder and in both cases it was just the mid laner saying open mid and flaming us for the whole game. I do not think it is fair to do this to me because all I recently get are feeders, this is not even a rant, check out my teammates in my most recent game (talon saying open mid 4 mins in): Nasus (me): 5/6/0 Tristana: 2/7/2 Talon: 2/7/4 Diana: 2/9/1 Pyke: 3/10/1

Pyke being 0/5 before 10, Trist 0/3 before 10, Talon 0/4 before 10. Game before that: Nasus (me): 9/9/7 Shaco: 6/7 Lux (who flamed us the whole game): 5/11 Trist: 6/7 Karma: 3/7

And this has become common in the last few days. Why does this happen, I try to do my best, but I get so many trolls and inters (literally from the chat themselves) that I don't know if I want to continue playing. The game becomes "Hope your other lanes don't go 0/3 before 10". Hell they can go 0/3, but not every single other person from my team ffs. Don't even wanna call this a rant cuz it is the shitty truth of my league experience.

6 Comments

Calamitosus CiniOct 25, 20181 votes

I have found her for you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCmsZUN4r_s

Mobile PhoneOct 25, 20181 votes

I mean you only have one champion that you have an actual positive k/d with. You go average most of the time along with you playing nasus and cho alot which aren't good picks rn since this is a very heavy early game meta along with shit like inting sion strat. I'd say you might have a chance, but that seems like the right area.

SpiritAnomalyOct 26, 20181 votes

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I mean you only have one champion that you have an actual positive k/d with. You go average most of the time along with you playing nasus and cho alot which aren't good picks rn since this is a very heavy early game meta along with shit like inting sion strat. I'd say you might have a chance, but that seems like the right area.

I know that cho and nasus aren't that great, but it doesn't change the fact that I mostly get feeders on my team and I don't know why. My MMR is normal but it's game after game of constant feeders and mid laners going "Open mid" before 10. I understand people can get tilted but don't give up just like that dear god. Went 0/7 one game as nasus, and I came back and went 10/7/6... but that was when only my bot lane was feeding, really hard to solo carry with any champion for me.

Mobile PhoneOct 30, 20181 votes

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I know that cho and nasus aren't that great, but it doesn't change the fact that I mostly get feeders on my team and I don't know why. My MMR is normal but it's game after game of constant feeders and mid laners going "Open mid" before 10. I understand people can get tilted but don't give up just like that dear god. Went 0/7 one game as nasus, and I came back and went 10/7/6... but that was when only my bot lane was feeding, really hard to solo carry with any champion for me.

My bad i havent been on boards for a bit, but you arent playing any carry champs rn. You dont have any item diversity and go only the same route every game. the only "carry champ" i see you playing is ezreal and you that isnt really working well at all.

Literally just a mix of garbage team comps/teammates, you like to play late game champs and as i said before, not the best gameplay ontop of playing these late champs.

SpiritAnomalyOct 31, 20181 votes

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My bad i havent been on boards for a bit, but you arent playing any carry champs rn. You dont have any item diversity and go only the same route every game. the only "carry champ" i see you playing is ezreal and you that isnt really working well at all.

Literally just a mix of garbage team comps/teammates, you like to play late game champs and as i said before, not the best gameplay ontop of playing these late champs.

Well I mean there is nothing else to really build on ezreal except change rabadon's deathcap with zhonya's when they have alot of kill pressure like zed, evelynn, wukong etc.

I understand what you are saying, but I don't want to play something that I don't find fun to play.

I understand that I play Aatrox atleast decent but I just feel exhausted when I play him these days, I am the kind of person who doesn't like to stick on one champion for too long.

My problem with the game is every time when I climb back to silver 1 (in promos to get back to silver 1 rn), the game suddenly gives me a bunch of toxic dickheads who either leave you alone even though they could help you, like I had a teammate who literally danced next to me while they were killing me. I don't want to be carried, but dear god give me decent people, I don't even care if they are toxic in team chat, just don't troll me and don't go 0/10...

SpiritAnomalyOct 31, 20181 votes

Also just got a thresh one trick banning our ezreal (I was not that ezreal) because "ezreal doesn't do damage" and he doesn't like him lol.

What a great team for my promos, throwing before the match even began.