I saw now make a playlist for my people, warning stupidly long playlist ahead (title is shorter).

before everything, some words. I have decide to make this playlist when listening to Monstercat 027 - Cataclysm (Tribulations Album Mix) [1 Hour of Electronic Music] using the most fitting songs I could find in the albums mixes. it took 3 days to listen, 1 day to organize and another day because I was too tired to fight. yes, I know... I didn't do it soon enough, and now is a bit too late. however, this isn't about buffs or nerfs, is more about empathy. so please, let's avoid direct kit and balance talk. my goal is to share feelings and I know you guys can be nice from time to time. time to go Uncaged, hear Call of the wild, and follow Instinct

for those how need a quick summary Gnar 2018 in a nutsheell: Pegboard Nerds - Emoji https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovrGzbsQZqc

2018 has been a years full of emotions, ups and down, it started with so many people playing Gnar. as time goes by, league pass patch cycle after patch cycle, things got harder and harder, they started to move on. close to the years end, the remains players start to ask if was time to say goodbye.

Mr FijiWiji, Direct & Aruna - Time To Say Goodbye https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvA9mfz-8Ns

Maybe we got a bit over zealous, to proud of our selves, now all we have is dirt, bone dry.

Tristam - Bone Dry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm8UTv6LSf0

Some may think it as all just a single nerf, but wasn't, one patch nerf didn't do all this. no, to find the real problem and it's solution, you need to count the leaves to the root

Tristam - The Vine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISO94EPI9x8

But Riot doesn't always pays enough attention to what they are doing, so in the PBE patch for worlds the decide for a good measure nerf, when things where already Tumbling Down.

Soupandreas & inverness - Tumbling Down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHg7ppl8D0k

subreddit entered had a bad reaction, with some falling into depression Fractal – Amor (feat. Syrin) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkDImfh9LaM

turning... Mr FijiWiji - Cynical (feat. CoMa) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5l9Ej1zBlA

or even in a process of WRLD - Drift Away https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxOjcjl3TFU

others were aspiring, but just moved on. Stonebank - Moving On (feat. EMEL) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XoxIDw5xEo

it as declared a state of: Chris Ramos - Emergency (feat. Natasha Waterman) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqu-QUHqk2g

to degree of rework. they got me scare, scare of a possible tomorrow. Mr FijiWiji & Direct - Tomorrow (ft. Matt Van & Holly Drummond)] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2NOQa4iHq8

no, you don't need to illuminate me in the matters of "loving something you hold dear". Duumu - Illuminate (ft. Slyleaf) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj0HRdX5cg4

I also know that they didn't intend to get me scare. there's so much broken promise one can heard before they break. PIXL - Broken Bones (feat. Cassandra Kay) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BK2x9DEPV-I

in a desire to breathe they may as well try everything to break free. Tut Tut Child - Breathe (feat. Danyka Nadeau) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDA0zNbQG5Q

but if it's going this way, a rework, I better avoid a regret Openwater & Matt Vice - No Regrets https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thdjW4mUsfc

I declare one for all, my love for Gnar as he currently is. yes he is a lot different from 4 years, in fact even 2. however, before I may have to say good bye I have to sing, does matter how awkward it sounds.

> Now that I have you standing here > I must confess my sin > I've always loved you > Ever since the day we shared > The same air (air, air)

Hellberg, Teqq & Taylr Renee - Air https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6_qfgHak0Q

> Feel the breeze rushing past my face > Just hold on to this warm embrace > Looking out, side by side > We'll stay > Seasons change, still the love remains

Teqq - Lock in Your Love (feat. Charlotte Haining) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlD-mh0um0o

and you know I have to be very honest, I do love others, but I don't love them like I love you (Gnar).

> I'm walking down the road less traveled > It's harder when the sun is shining > 'Cause the light's not fair > I'm talking to my darkest shadows > This love, it still won't die but they don't care

Project 46 - No One (feat. Matthew Steeper) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exCO9225g20

and to be honest, if I can only play one champion peer month, I may as well let the others float away. in fact, sorry Renekton, I dropping my plans with you. Grabbitz - Float Away https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzuSHCFQD7c

Because there is that one time Gnar haven't being my most played champion of the season. a mistake I have made and can't go back this time. Mr FijiWiji, Laura Brehm, AgNO3 - Pure Sunlight https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_QrKYAv1NE

Maybe I should overcome My fear of disappointing others in ranked and one trick. Hot Date! & Chrisson - Overcome (This Time) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOPEbIIQRRI

I not gonna lie, I caught myself looking for you from time to time. and in the champion select, when I ask my self, what champion fit this comp that I can play well? Draper - All I See (feat. Laura Brehm) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAGlTMboLHY

It would so fun to use league as way to have fun and calm down in 2019, especially playing ranked. but hey, when I follow my heart, it leads me going with you. Hellberg - Follow My Heart https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cmm4FAAgrU

I have gone a little over the top there, but you know what. I can and will double down on this love. No Rek'sai, I never really loved you the same way as Gnar, I just really like you style.

Botnek & I See MONSTAS - Deeper Love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yi5e25Fd-g

Ok, I stop being crazy, but I not done yet. part of the reason I doing this is for fellows main Gnar. I wanna dedicate a song for anyone who still being a main Gnar so far this season.

Draper - Pressure (feat. Laura Brehm) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8F1NwrHBIU

Because I heard someone of you need a hug, so I will be a friend and give you a mini hug.

Tristam - My Friend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0CfCdQ2zPU

I know mostly of us are burned out, and need a better frame of mind. well, maybe we can make the sub-reddit something like the place this song talks about.

Tristam & Braken - Frame of Mind https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCD2tB1qILc

But that isn't all, Gnar has improve with the pre-season. but we only know how 2019 is gonna start for him when 2018 it's over, so... like a main Gnar said, have fun doing crazy stuff in the pre-season.

Tristam - Till It's Over https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usXhiWE2Uc0

yeah, is a bit to much to ask, but right now is all about

Trivecta - Believe (feat. Connor Zwetsch) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJ6B3eIj8QE

Just so you know, I browsed over 500 songs from Monstercat, just for this mess. and some of you may be angry at this point. however it isn't over yet, now is the part of cheering up.

remember, we won't be alone. Feint - We Won't Be Alone (feat. Laura Brehm) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SItIaWAjI_4

can words describe being a main gnar??? Feint - Words (feat. Laura Brehm) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMhrBLD_B2U

this made me cut a blizzard storm in The long dark. Stonebank - Be Alright (feat. EMEL) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5a0tLjGOww

this also played during that blizzard storm. Stonebank - Stronger (feat. EMEL) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1NuCWfYeYc

my on-hit ap Gnar setup is named after this collab: Nitro Fun & Hyper Potions - Checkpoint https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cB3HXVvm0g

got to love Hyper potions, so much happy, such upbeat, good music. By the way, they first song is this: Sushi Killer & Kevin Villecco - Anime Bae https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHHjfYxLyuA

you got to race the day, and those main leona. Rootkit - Against the Sun (feat. Anna Yvette) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLukRvKWBeA

> See the light, it all begins > Feeling the fire burning within > Lets stop the world from caving in > Tonight I hear the sound of freedom Astronaut - Feronia (feat. Danyka Nadeau) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUILQOVt4vU

Gnar! Stereotronique & Sebastian Ivarsson - Tonight (feat. Danyka Nadeau) https://soundcloud.com/monstercat/stereotronique-sebastian-1?in=monstercat/sets/tonight-the-remixes

I wanted to dedicate this song to new main Gnar, but apparent someone else in the league community already used it... I gonna be polite and say, I don't care, I need it I am using it. Rich Edwards - We Are (feat. Danyka Nadeau) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81leOXZ0hYE

so maybe some else already used... but them again, people would probably flame/complain me for not being daring enough, Riot included. Razihel - Legends (feat. TeamMate) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5a0YGaVS0I

I singed this while tired and editing this post, so I sing it Again. because it so good and I can. Hellberg - This Is Forever (feat. Danyka Nadeau) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53sYblDduHc

and maybe be some else Hero and save they promos. Pegboard Nerds - Hero (feat. Elizaveta) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lLclBfKj48

yeah, I know, we probably end-up doing a "nice job breaking it hero" but while is or fault, can they really flames us for trying to have some fun? touching on that subject I have a song, In fact, I thought of just asking you guys just to sing this along with me. but I arrived a bit to late (got to work those map and TP skills)... but in any case shall we sing? Rogue - Through The Dark https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNWCRz5_Z0

Still a downer? Maybe you really need something good, maybe some hyper potions? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMsD278daeY

Look is this or I give Up in making you day better (at least for today): https://i.chzbgr.com/full/9221429760/h6235E2E9/

P.S.: Sorry for the Lack of Snow Day chroma, I invited Gnar over for the spring and Anna Yvette & Laura Brehm - Summer Never Ends https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztV9Z1T04RE I apologize if her returns Wolf gray. but hey, if her gets the Great Grey Wolf Sif colour scheme... would be that awesome? (don't read his history) And let's us think that 2019 will be a lot better or worse, it can be both, it can be none. just don't get yourself worry to much about the future. we may, and should fight for it, but isn't worth spend time suffering with things still have happened.