I've realized something

This post may contain a tad bit of salt... or a lot of it I'm not sure.

I was playing a few games of League and did badly in 2 of them. I swapped to an alt to see if the games would get any better, but I only did mediocre in the one game I played on it. I got off of League and sat at my desk, realizing that I was growing a large distaste for this game. I thought about all of the balance changes as of recent. About how ridiculous some of them were. The Zed buffs, the Kha'zix buffs, the Irelia nerfs. All of these changes seemed like they were made by a mad 12 year old who had one unfortunate game against or as these champs and acted accordingly. Every game I find myself angry at whatever random bullshit comes my way. I recalled the shenanigans that a feeding Zed on the enemy team would do, running bot and one-shotting my ADC because he said so. Trying to play Ivern, getting Invaded by Yi, stalling the invade for an entire minute and keeping red alive, only for my top to come after I died and for my mid to pretend like nothing happened. I was not having any fun in League anymore. I loved this game when I first started playing in season 4. I would spam Teemo and build full runaan's with heal and barrier top lane, annoying the shit out of the enemies. It was fun. But now I find myself getting angrier and angrier at League. Whether it be the fault of an overbuffed champion or the lacking ability to solo carry anymore. I love League and I want the game to be great again, I want to enjoy it again. But at this rate I find myself conflicted between leaving or to just keep trying. After so much thinking and debate, neither of these are safe choices. I'm going to be taking a break from League. I want to come back to the game when it hopefully improves, but in its current state I'm not enjoying it.

So I've decided. I'm quitting League for Fortnite Dead by Daylight.

Maybe I'll play some Breath of the Wild and Splatoon too (Plz no hurt me I am but a humble pun master) on my Switch.