i would like to be perma banned

i have been playing league a long time since s1 and well its what i love to play but my computer can no longer support the game it constantly crashes or over heats and me loving the game so much i have been selfish and not only do i ruin other peoples games with my selfishness i also add frustration to my life i think it would just be best if i got banned where i can no longer play until i get a fix

tldr: too addicted to league comp overheats or crashes all the time and ruining games