I cant play Ranked, and im okay with that

I'm bronze 1 and I have an 11% winrate

11% winrate in ranked that is... In normal draft I have 67% winrate, and that's the mode I play the most. I really feel like people judge people on rank way too much right now. For example, if I say "Zed is annoying" some Zed main will say WELL IM DIAMOND 1 AND IM NOT TAKING ANYTHING A BRONZE SAYS AS FACT! YOUR A NOOB AND ZED IS PERFECT!

Whereas if a challenger player said "Zed is annoying" it would be all over boards and those Zed mains wouldn't think to argue. And that might be the problem with champions like or , they were never part of pro play. And riot balances everything around the pros. Sejuani good in pro play? Nerf her even though shes already bad in every rank gold and under. Yorick doing decent in a game or two in challenger? Nerf his push, which was the best thing about him in my opinion. Lucian doing meh in pro play but annihilating the rest? Hes fiiiiine. I just feel like rank controls this community so much these days. In fact, one time i replied to a post about the state of sejuani saying "Yea, she could use some buffs. I used to main her until she got unplayable ;-;" And some sejuani one trick diamond player replies" "I have been maining sejuiani since she came out, and she's fine. Riot already deleted my other mains and Sejuani doesn't need buffs"

[zombie-brand-facepalm]

Im just writing this because i just played a Ranked game as . And it was bad. I was doing good until our top laner started flaming me for "stealing" the kill he didn't even get an assist on with my ulti [sg-lux-2] I muted him of course but then our ADC picked it up for him and flamed me for recalling at 60% health (i had 8% mana) and i muted him as well. THEN our Support gets mad at me for muting two people and now im muting everyone but the jungler. Who was very nice, thank god. But then i got targeted so hard i was level 12 when i should be level 15 [sg-ahri-1] Ranked just makes me so mad, sad, and especially pissed at myself. I find myself thinking "Im just dragging down my team" or "I should kms and uninstall" But where in normals i feel free. I can play any champion, try new things, go off meta builds, try to shut down the fed enemy and not get flamed for it. I don't want to feel tied to ranked because everybody else is... I'm Bronze 1 yes but i don't want people going and being toxic about it.

Thanks for reading my long and unpopular opinion lol [katarina-love]