I literally don't find any joy in any other mode except for ranked anymore.
I'm a long time normals player but as of late I cannot stand the types of games and players I'm getting in more 'relaxed' modes like normals and flex. I don't mind if you're having a bad game in normals, that's fine, that's to be expected because most people use normals or flex to warm up right or play for fun... but what I can't stand are players that just don't fucking try or give a damn. For these players...I absolutely despise them, I loathe their very existence. Not only are we not going to close out a game because they don't feel like it, they tend to keep me hostage as they play with their friends and I'm forced into playing a 35+ minute game that should have ended ages ago, only to lose because they said so. I fucking hate that.
Even if it's 'just a normals' game I want to win okay? I want to play fun things too now and then but i'm still here trying my best so can you respect that and reciprocate please? If you're one of those players that's ever like 'ehh i don't really feel like playing league of legends' then please, do me a favour and just don't queue up okay? Find something else to do, find something else you want to do because quite frankly what you're doing is just ruining my league of legends experience... and that's not very epic gamer of you. Worst thing about all of this... I still need to play normals for my arcade pass because I'm not going to grind ranked If I don't feel like I'm up to it.
tl;dr: If you're going to queue up for a game, ANY game, please have the decency to at least try and if you're playing with friends for the love of god, stop holding others hostage in a completely lost game that's like 8 - 46.
[zombie-nunu-bummed]