The more i climb the less often i want to play rank

GarthBrooksXD·Feb 13, 2017·2 votes·507 views

Too many bad experiences spamming games and fucking up my mmr in a single day. Had a 13 game lose streak before. Im fucking traumatized from that so now I only play 2-3 ranked a day try hard mode. Can't handle the prospect of fucking up my rank any worse than it is right now :/ I honestly feel like half the people i play with in gold are fucking trash boosted animal shit and it is hard to cope with the anxiety they cause me. anyone else feel like this?

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DolasaurFeb 13, 20171 votes

Not for the same reason, but I agree with the title. For me, it's sort of the opposite- the more I win, the more anxiety I have about not being able to perform well in future games (because the opponents will be tougher, but I'll still be me). I might play 4-5 games in a night if I'm losing. But if I get a win, that's like a yellow light, and two wins means "stop and go play something else" lol.

GarthBrooksXDFeb 13, 20171 votes

For me, it is just because of fear of bad luck. I have legit lost 13 games in a row before where maybe i deserved to lose half of them at the most. I'm working on learning some harder carries than the champs i play right now because I just can't cope with the prospect of fucking up my mmr again. I'm trying to get plat or diamond this season and I think I really can do that more easily if i play something besides Teemo when i play top lane. Fizz is probably roughly as hard to win with as teemo other than him being a mid laner makes it easier. Evelynn needs a team that isnt completely brain dead. So really I need to practice a meta hard carry before i feel comfortable spamming games again. Like I really know I can't count on my teams AT ALL in solo q if im gonna climb...